Thinking a bit too much (again)
I feel kinda bad right now. No particular reason, I'm just getting selfish I guess.
I really dont have many plans for the future, I thought I did, but with further thought, not really. I dont really want to follow in my mom's footsteps, and upper class UC's and Ivy schools seem to be exactly that. Actually, talking about stuff like leaving for places and being gone and independent make me feel like a little kid. I want to shout out "No, stay here, I like it with me here, with you here, with things the way they are". Well, I guess that its more than likely that things could be a lot better with change, but with much change usually comes loss. Alright, I dont know what I'm talking about, I just feel immature.
Oh, and speaking of acting immature, I realized what's actually starting to bother me. Uhhh, not to sound too boy like or teenagerish, but if I'm not mistaken I'm a bit sexually frustrated. I realized it when I walked down the halls today and every half pretty girl who gave me a second look seemed like someone to be on. I didnt even notice it for the first half of the day, but I was looking at girls A LOT. I felt like David must everyday. Yeah, donnuo why the world has to know, but it's been bugging me and I need things to whine about.
Haha not to be confused with the paragraph above, I'm hanging out after school tomorrow for an hour or two. Anyone care to join me?
Anyway, homework time.
So call me.
nae
P.S.
I have an extra ticket to a baseball game next tuesday. Anyone want to go with me?
I really dont have many plans for the future, I thought I did, but with further thought, not really. I dont really want to follow in my mom's footsteps, and upper class UC's and Ivy schools seem to be exactly that. Actually, talking about stuff like leaving for places and being gone and independent make me feel like a little kid. I want to shout out "No, stay here, I like it with me here, with you here, with things the way they are". Well, I guess that its more than likely that things could be a lot better with change, but with much change usually comes loss. Alright, I dont know what I'm talking about, I just feel immature.
Oh, and speaking of acting immature, I realized what's actually starting to bother me. Uhhh, not to sound too boy like or teenagerish, but if I'm not mistaken I'm a bit sexually frustrated. I realized it when I walked down the halls today and every half pretty girl who gave me a second look seemed like someone to be on. I didnt even notice it for the first half of the day, but I was looking at girls A LOT. I felt like David must everyday. Yeah, donnuo why the world has to know, but it's been bugging me and I need things to whine about.
Haha not to be confused with the paragraph above, I'm hanging out after school tomorrow for an hour or two. Anyone care to join me?
Anyway, homework time.
So call me.
nae
P.S.
I have an extra ticket to a baseball game next tuesday. Anyone want to go with me?