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[sams_lifestory]

so this is what i have to say.  go ahead. call me manic depressive.i probably am.
to start:
i've never felt like number one.  somehow theres always

someone.  or something/
a step (or four) ahead.
i'm not the best friend.  i'm not the best rider.
i'm not the best artist.
i'm not the best student. i'm not the fun one.
i dont have the best clothes, or the

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hi

[icmystar]

geez it's been a long time since I've last opened my livejournal...and here I find this thing you write and it kind of breaks my heart. because I have felt the same feeling,,I hate saying that I feel the same as someone else bcuz really no one ever feels the same thing as others but yea... I felt something like it.and marcella I am sorry for not telling you before but as strange as it is, you have always been the best for me, the best at everything, the person I have always admired the most.. because I simply like you the way you are, when you are fun and when you are sick and when you talk about your runny nose, and when you are unsympathetic about my sillyness...gah I love you. I love you so much because you have shown me many things about life and maybe you have not noticed but you have. I miss talking to you for hours about guys, and about things that made us sad, and about cool clothes and horses and your pictures and your poems. I loved your poems. and marcellaraegarrett don't try so hard to get people to love you!! just enjoy life and you will feel loved!! because you are beautiful inside and out.. and I will NEVER know anybody like you.