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can i just say that there's nothing like talking to an ex's dad? My day just keeps getting better and better. I'm so ready for this weekend. I don't feel like anything at the moment. I'm even avoiding family calls just because I can't answer those yet. Everytime I think about it, it makes me sad. I feel like my life is just ... at a stand still. I can't dwell on it too long, b/c if I do, I realize how pathetic it sounds. But I don't worry about it. Even though I'm avoiding most of them right now, I have my family, no matter how far away they are. I have Sam and Lucy (my puppy). Sam and I have a house together. I do have a lot to be thankful for, and I am. It's just that some days, like today, you realize that life doesn't always pan out like you hope it will. I guess I'll just have to go read.. again. Those special books that I hope to write one day. What kind are those you might ask? You'll have to talk to me in person to know that. Anyway, going to read. love y'all.