May 30, 2010 21:54
My instincts? Are right.
I really should listen to 'em more often.
Got my summergen prompts.
I hate 'em. Each and every f-ing one.
Oh, no, sorry, I don't hate one of 'em, cuz I don't really know what she wants. I don't DO crossovers. I never saw the thing she wants me to crossover with, and I can't write it.
In her 'do not want' preferences, she clearly states 2 of the things I write most, and in her prompts, she asks for things I wrote in my "prefers NOT to write" preferences.
I tried putting a different spin on the prompts, but I just can't. I don't even have 6 prompts to choose from. And one is automatically down cuz of the crossover thing, and another is automatically down cuz I said I wouldn't write it... :/
I guess the only thing I CAN do is ignore the promts and write a story, and then sort of mention the minor character she wanted the fic about?
*headdesk*
These are aweful prompts, especially since there are at least 7 prompts that acutally got me excited (other people's, not hers).
I dunno. I think I might call it quits. I have no idea how I can write this. None whatsoever.
I'm actually kind depressed right now.
I'm gonna think if over, and if I don't get an idea by morning, I'm out.
ALso, there's a pretty good chance there won't be a Triage update this week. I'm way too depressed to edit and proofread.
I am NEVER doing something as stupid as this again. Ever.
This was supposed to be a GOOD thing. This was suppoed to make me WANT to write, not make sure I don't write in this fandom again. Damnit!