Dec 01, 2005 22:13
I wrote most of these in 9th grade
I'm sick of it
I'm sick of pretending
I'm sick of acting as though everything's fine
I'm sick of love and hate
I'm sick of trying
Of trying to get over you
Of trying to smile
Of trying to hide
I"m sick of him and her
I'm sick of me
I'm sick of you
So smart when you want to be
Playful all the time
A hard act to keep up
Especially when you're found out
I've seen you without it all
You wer tired and weak
Secluded and sick
I know whats underneath
Always trying to be what you're not
Lost in a world of lies
You can't find a way out
And no one will help you
Always alone when you're not
They all try to no avail
Feeling secluded
Like you're the only one out there
But there are others
Others like you
The person in the next room
Someone down the street
On the other side of the world
Your friend right next to you
We're all alone
Until we're discovered
Those dreams of hers
They are not real
Burning her mind
Devouring her soul
Bit by bit
She disappears
Leaving behind
All that she knew
Chocolate lips
Sweetness I don't deserve
As you continue I don't want
You to stop
No
Anything more
Poison lips
Death I desire
As you decend I don't want
To leave here
No
Non-existence
title: Used
Tv is left on
Furniture is tipped over
Clothing is everywhere
You moan softly as I watch your
Face twisting in pleasure
I do all the work but don't get
The recognition I deserve
Always thinking of him
When I'm right here
It sickens me how you
Use me
title: Going
I'll hold you in my arms
Wanting nothing more and nothing less
Even though I know
You want something more
Something he won't give you
I can stop you before you go too far
But it's too late now
We've crossed the line
And venture further still
yeah, dunno why i typed all that but that's almost all my favorites. thats all I guess