whenever i'm alone with you, you make me feel like i'm whole again
it's been so long, i used to write lots of cryptic messages on here describing my anguish and emotional pain. Though i feel the same anguish and pain i am not writing anymore, possibly because i know that no one reads it... though i never wrote for anyone.. hmm, maybe it wasn't working so i deciding against publishing my thoughts... i really miss you. Far more than you can imagine. I used a young lady to dull the pain of you leaving and now that she is gone the pain is back more than ever. It feels almost like a broken heart but not quite. Quite odd. I don't know how to describe it.