so glad to see you, i've missed you soo much.

[sampledsoul]

It's been a long time since i've written in here. It seems that the feelings that i'm feeling these days arent meant to be expressed through this medium. There is a this wonderful girl in my life that has emerged in a new capacity that i can't keep my mind off. I'm not sure how she feels which makes me nervous but hey, all relationships deal with eachothers own feelings of inaduaquacy. It was the beging of the new year tonight and i have such big hopes and dreams for the new year. If only one of them would come true i would be truely happy. Nick got off in time to celebrate the ball dropping we me. it was kinda sad when he got to kiss the girl he's with and steve got to kiss the girl he's kinda seeing and i didn't get to kiss mine, but hey i really do understand and respect what she needs. i'm just grateful to have someone as wonderful as her at least for a short time.

i also made a new years resolution but i won't talk about it cause i might jinx it .. so we'll see how it works out.. and if it does i'll explain later

eyes of a fallen angel