Hello, Livejournal.
I haven't written in my livejournal since the end of the summer. I hate facebook, because it is uninteresting and impersonal. I always valued livejournal as a way to connect with the world... to say whatever I wanted and have people read it. And I miss this outlet. But at the same time it just doesn't feel the same as it used to.
maybe it's the reason Daniel and I broke up...I became at odds with livejournal and lost this valuable creative and emotional outlet and then I FELL APART! and that manifested itself in the way I expressed my feelings, and in turn, led to an ultimate faliure in the relationship. But really I have no idea what's happened. really I have no idea about anything at all. I'm just confused and closed off and gone and too present and nothing.
I started my livejournal with Valentine's day, and I suppose I'm ending it on the eve of another Valentines day. I don't know what I'll do with my life, and I have no idea how I'll get through the rest of high school. I just want out.
Happy Valentines Day Everyone and No one and Livejournal. You've been good and bad and there for me.
maybe it's the reason Daniel and I broke up...I became at odds with livejournal and lost this valuable creative and emotional outlet and then I FELL APART! and that manifested itself in the way I expressed my feelings, and in turn, led to an ultimate faliure in the relationship. But really I have no idea what's happened. really I have no idea about anything at all. I'm just confused and closed off and gone and too present and nothing.
I started my livejournal with Valentine's day, and I suppose I'm ending it on the eve of another Valentines day. I don't know what I'll do with my life, and I have no idea how I'll get through the rest of high school. I just want out.
Happy Valentines Day Everyone and No one and Livejournal. You've been good and bad and there for me.