Thursday 15th January
Work is plodding along fine. I took a few cds in today to listen to as just sometimes it's nice to have background noise and my boss has already laid claim to the radio for his room. Quite selfish of him. In the car recently I'm listening to Keane's Perfect Symmetry which was bought for me for Christmas. I find myself thinking that Spirraling should be followed by Rob Thomas/Santana's Smooth. There's definitely a follow through rhythm there. I would love to make some more compilation cds but my car stereo doesn't take kindly to copies. I'm not a fan of keeping real cds in the car, but I have no choice if I want something that isn't jumping after a few plays.
I realised that the Keane gigs are coming up soon and today was just another of those days that made me feel like I've lost an opportunity of a gig buddy. There have been so many gigs advertised this year that I would have loved to have gone to but I have nobody to join me and I can hardly invite myself along to one I know someone is going to. I feel very displaced with this withdrawal that isn't my doing.
Making tenative plans for Saturday. I was invited to London for Jola's birthday but it wouldn't have been feasible without somewhere to stay as the trains would need me to leave early. Shame as an opporunity to dance might have livened me up and I hate missing people's birthdays. Instead I'm going to keep my cinema buddies happy by taking them to Birmingham to see My Bloody Valentine in 3D. Although I'm not a horror fan but the opportunity to see a film in 3D should be different. Plus I haven't seen Tony who we are staying with for several months.
Conversations or lack of, plus just longing physically and feeling tender have left me feeling a little emotional tonight before bed *sigh* I'm finding myself having to withdraw and that's not entirely me. Hopefully I'll fall into a deep sleep.
"I'm waiting for my moment to come, I'm waiting for the movie to begin, I'm waiting for a revelation"
I realised that the Keane gigs are coming up soon and today was just another of those days that made me feel like I've lost an opportunity of a gig buddy. There have been so many gigs advertised this year that I would have loved to have gone to but I have nobody to join me and I can hardly invite myself along to one I know someone is going to. I feel very displaced with this withdrawal that isn't my doing.
Making tenative plans for Saturday. I was invited to London for Jola's birthday but it wouldn't have been feasible without somewhere to stay as the trains would need me to leave early. Shame as an opporunity to dance might have livened me up and I hate missing people's birthdays. Instead I'm going to keep my cinema buddies happy by taking them to Birmingham to see My Bloody Valentine in 3D. Although I'm not a horror fan but the opportunity to see a film in 3D should be different. Plus I haven't seen Tony who we are staying with for several months.
Conversations or lack of, plus just longing physically and feeling tender have left me feeling a little emotional tonight before bed *sigh* I'm finding myself having to withdraw and that's not entirely me. Hopefully I'll fall into a deep sleep.
"I'm waiting for my moment to come, I'm waiting for the movie to begin, I'm waiting for a revelation"