turn.the.page/in.ya.face/so.what/this.is.my.song
..been hearing some stuff
and i don't like it how i'm being seen.
however, it's not gonna stop me from being me.
if people think the me now isn't me, then what am i to do?
please you?
or please me?
the only way i can be happy is to be happy with myself,
love myself before i can love others.
i need to be comfortable with myself before anything else.
if you people have problems with how i am,
deal with it!
i'm not here on this earth to please you,
i'm here to live the life i want not yours.
God gave me options, he let me make decisions for my journey of life.
So I'm taking the chances i have to make those choices mine.
If I seem different lately, maybe it's because I've changed and learned a few things.
If I seem like I'm doing wrong, don't be so easily decieved,
what you see, hear, read etc. from anywhere probably isn't what is true.
what you think of me might not be me at all.
This is what is true, I'm trying to stay true to myself.
If you don't like the way I am now, don't put up with me.
In fact, just don't think about me..it saves everyone the stress.
Haha, so busy lately! Gzzz...small recap from this week before I take another LOA, haha! Monday..what did I do? OH! relatives from Saskatoon came here to the 'Peg city. We went to casino's of Winnipeg, haha kinda boring. But it's cool, got to spend sometime with relatives..actually it wasn't boring at all! What am I talking about?
Anywho's, Tuesday I was tour guide around Winnipeg for a day haha! I woke-up early to get some cardio before I picked up the 'Tooners. I picked them up at Mama's house then we header to Young's Market, then to CIBC, then to my tita Luz's house chilled there for abit and my tito Tex came by, my baby cousin is a crazy girl. So then after a few hours there we headed to a filipino bakery then to Assinaboine Park for some chilling but it turns out that they wanted to go to the Legislative building when we got to Assinaboine Park, haha! that wasn't a problem I didn't mind. So we went there took some pictures walked around, then we headed to Bueno's, I haven't been there in a long time! Gzz..the place changed ever since I was there. Then because my family friend like pearl shakes/bubble tea we headed to Asia City, yum!! Then we went to my house to get some gifts for the 'Tooners, then straight down to Tita rey's house for dinner! and some major chilling, haha! stayed there quite awhile, good food haha! I can't believe she made 5 filipino dishes in 15 minutes, hahahaha! jk. I got home after I dropped off the 'tooners at Mama's house. I still wanted to hang out with Maricres, but she was driver for the next morning and they wanted to go at like 6am. =( oh well, next year! Haha!
Wednesday, I hung out with my friend for lunch ate abit of sushi told stories, she has crazy stories gzz!! hahaha, but it's cool 'coz they were all interesting to listen to. and theeeennn, we headed to polo to look around she had to get a belt 'coz whenever she breaks and stuff her pants fall and she don't wanna show crack, haha! she literally told that to me! what a goof! So we headed to west 49, got a belt that i picked! haha! oh yeah =p haha anyways, she got some starbucks, also free samples =p they forgot about her drink so she got a free drink coupon thing for the next time she goes to a starbucks, nice! then she had to get to work and i had to meet my friend at polo, haha! so we said our goodbyes and i meet my other friend at the bay we tried to look for stuff for her cousin's baby shower. She's ninang, but she didn't find anything..I found some stuff..but I was felt sort of shy to buy things 'coz she didn't get anything! so after shopping, I was real tired when I got home. I was placing dinner plates when my tita luz called asking if i wanted to free passes for a sneak preview @ polo i said sure. I called up my cousin james, he said he was busy haha, rejected! then i called up joy she was all good to go so I went to her house, we had like less then 10 minutes to get on time for good seats, so when i picked her up..stupid girl i am, locked us out of the car!! hahaha! embarrassing~~ so luckily, joy had a car at home she drove to my house got the spare and drove back to my car then we drove to my tita house to pick up the tickets. the went on our way to polo, unfortunately we took route 90, naturally that route is the fast way of getting to polo..i thought construction ended there already, but it didn't. so we were late for good seats at polo. we didn't end of watching the movie, we just headed to polo 'coz i had to return something then i dropped joy at home and i got home watched some tv LB!! hahaha, then headed to bed.
and now today, err...nothing really happened. made arrangements to go to polo with joy again, haha! she has to apply to numerous stores and I will be shopping, 'coz i didn't really do any I just window shopped i did alot of returns yesterday haha!! therefore, I didn't really shop. joy wants to go to BC, next summer she invited me, but the problem is we want to do this job during the summertime...but can't 'coz she has to go in the summer to BC. Her friends probably won't go with her 'coz they might be busy =S decisions, decisions..I don't want her to go alone, it's kinda lonely even though her sort-of bf is there. Well when the time comes closer the final decisions will be made =p
OKEY! later today what am I doing...probably hang out with joy more, i don't hang out with her that much.. =( i miss the old days when nothing mattered but all that mattered was to not get palo'd by your 'rents, play with your friends, eat/sleep/shower when you were told haha!