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Haha, after reading Su's journal..I feel like I too, need update some people on what I've been doing lately.
This summer has been pretty hectic. Some people were notified that I went to Vancouver in July for 2 weeks, it was probably the highlight in my summer vacay. I saw soooo many beautiful things that the west has glorified me, so many beautiful memories, many mysteries I want to uncover, questions I want to seek answers for, adventures I want to uncover..there's just many things I want to do there. With all these things floating in my mind during that 2 week vacay, I made up my mind to move to the west...maybe stay there? Or maybe not, I'm not the type of person to stay in one spot and my decisions so easily..so, I really know myself if I'll be living there for the rest of my life. However, I can see myself living there for awhile.
To continue what happened in Vancouver, my parents also wanted to move there with me as well. Except they'd live in the suburbs, I in the city. But now time has past, they now feel that they do not need to live there. Reasons are because of money and family. We lack family in the west..so it'll be very lonely for them to move there. I understand their feelings and I don't want to see or hear sad things when I'm around them. I want to see, hear and feel happiness when they retire.
The ending of summer came really fast as soon as we got back home. It came really quick from the amount of work my parents wanted to do to our home. We are currently renovating our house, painting, destructing walls and bars, creating an opening to our basement etc. It'll look completely different when our brothers/sons come home for a Christmas visit. Things have changed in our house within such a short period of time also our family, as a whole, has changed too...we've become a touch much closer..more understanding, happier, depressed etc. we've shared alot now..it almost seems like our two older brothers/sons are just mere memories. However, family will never be forgotten in our hearts. In our family, Family is ALWAYS first. They only way we ourselves, in our family is truly happy is when our family is happy. This is how close our family is. Even if we live 1,000,000,000x miles away..we will still be close just like white on rice! (stupid asian joke thing...NEwayzzzZzzZZz)
I got abit side-tracked, sorry, heh! I was suppose to attend UofW (udub) this year, but to due to lack of money I could not attend this year. I've been having second thoughts about if I really want to go to University, I have year to think things through hopefully a year can suppress my feelings. BTW, a year isn't long, because I just realized I'll be turning 20 in less than 3 months, crazy hey? I think it is.
On to job/career stuff. I've been applying like crazy to pharmacies, most are not even hiring. Pharmacy Technician positions aren't in demanded as it was 3-4 years ago..so I'd be pretty lucky to get one. Some of my friends have PT (Pharmacy Tech jobs) and some do not. Most of them got their jobs late in August or even beginning of Sept (we all graduated late June) and they ALL were applying like crazy, madmen (or women). So, you could imagine how many PT colleges (which hold 30 atmost) there plus our 100 students plus the other year's graduates..maybe less than 70..so anyways. It's pretty hard to find PT job's here..I actually looked at PT jobs in Vancouver, there are tons there. I would've stayed there when I was there..but I lacked experience. I'm currently a fill-in for a Pharmacy, but not necessarily employeed (I am getting paid)..But I'm hoping to get permnant employment in a Pharmacy somewhere. I've gotten call backs from Days Inn, Convergys and Sushi Plus. However, in those places I don't have much interest because it's not the field I studied and..I rather not work in those places..well Convergys is fine...it's just hekka faaaaar. lol!!
I've also experienced being, we'll put a more modern term in this entry, "wasted" for the first (and last) time in my life. Honestly, not proud of it..since I do great it. But I'm glad i did, so I know when to stop before I reach my limit. As of now, I'm trying to stay away from alcohol..'coz it gives me memories of "yakking"..bad taste in my throat, no doubt! haha! I did not get "wasted" with friends, but with my "bar-star" cousin (not quite sure if that's some to be proud of, since he's like 25). Just to clarify things if people are saying "why didn't you get drunk with me when I asked you?!" If you are wondering why I got drunk...honestly I do not have answer...but I'm sure some people could think of a reason why I would get drunk. But I really didn't have a reason why, I guess I was being my spontaneous self, again.
Well..hm...I think that's about all. Another update will happen sometime..i feel so weird typing this. 'Coz I don't even talk like this...I'm more crazy/weird/goofy/strange...and not making ANY sense whatsoever. lol!! Forgive me, I was watching a korean drama and the mood was sort of contagious...it was sad/depressing, so my mood quickly became mellow haha! But I think I'm good now..time for bed, it's 3:16am dang I'm tirred!
This summer has been pretty hectic. Some people were notified that I went to Vancouver in July for 2 weeks, it was probably the highlight in my summer vacay. I saw soooo many beautiful things that the west has glorified me, so many beautiful memories, many mysteries I want to uncover, questions I want to seek answers for, adventures I want to uncover..there's just many things I want to do there. With all these things floating in my mind during that 2 week vacay, I made up my mind to move to the west...maybe stay there? Or maybe not, I'm not the type of person to stay in one spot and my decisions so easily..so, I really know myself if I'll be living there for the rest of my life. However, I can see myself living there for awhile.
To continue what happened in Vancouver, my parents also wanted to move there with me as well. Except they'd live in the suburbs, I in the city. But now time has past, they now feel that they do not need to live there. Reasons are because of money and family. We lack family in the west..so it'll be very lonely for them to move there. I understand their feelings and I don't want to see or hear sad things when I'm around them. I want to see, hear and feel happiness when they retire.
The ending of summer came really fast as soon as we got back home. It came really quick from the amount of work my parents wanted to do to our home. We are currently renovating our house, painting, destructing walls and bars, creating an opening to our basement etc. It'll look completely different when our brothers/sons come home for a Christmas visit. Things have changed in our house within such a short period of time also our family, as a whole, has changed too...we've become a touch much closer..more understanding, happier, depressed etc. we've shared alot now..it almost seems like our two older brothers/sons are just mere memories. However, family will never be forgotten in our hearts. In our family, Family is ALWAYS first. They only way we ourselves, in our family is truly happy is when our family is happy. This is how close our family is. Even if we live 1,000,000,000x miles away..we will still be close just like white on rice! (stupid asian joke thing...NEwayzzzZzzZZz)
I got abit side-tracked, sorry, heh! I was suppose to attend UofW (udub) this year, but to due to lack of money I could not attend this year. I've been having second thoughts about if I really want to go to University, I have year to think things through hopefully a year can suppress my feelings. BTW, a year isn't long, because I just realized I'll be turning 20 in less than 3 months, crazy hey? I think it is.
On to job/career stuff. I've been applying like crazy to pharmacies, most are not even hiring. Pharmacy Technician positions aren't in demanded as it was 3-4 years ago..so I'd be pretty lucky to get one. Some of my friends have PT (Pharmacy Tech jobs) and some do not. Most of them got their jobs late in August or even beginning of Sept (we all graduated late June) and they ALL were applying like crazy, madmen (or women). So, you could imagine how many PT colleges (which hold 30 atmost) there plus our 100 students plus the other year's graduates..maybe less than 70..so anyways. It's pretty hard to find PT job's here..I actually looked at PT jobs in Vancouver, there are tons there. I would've stayed there when I was there..but I lacked experience. I'm currently a fill-in for a Pharmacy, but not necessarily employeed (I am getting paid)..But I'm hoping to get permnant employment in a Pharmacy somewhere. I've gotten call backs from Days Inn, Convergys and Sushi Plus. However, in those places I don't have much interest because it's not the field I studied and..I rather not work in those places..well Convergys is fine...it's just hekka faaaaar. lol!!
I've also experienced being, we'll put a more modern term in this entry, "wasted" for the first (and last) time in my life. Honestly, not proud of it..since I do great it. But I'm glad i did, so I know when to stop before I reach my limit. As of now, I'm trying to stay away from alcohol..'coz it gives me memories of "yakking"..bad taste in my throat, no doubt! haha! I did not get "wasted" with friends, but with my "bar-star" cousin (not quite sure if that's some to be proud of, since he's like 25). Just to clarify things if people are saying "why didn't you get drunk with me when I asked you?!" If you are wondering why I got drunk...honestly I do not have answer...but I'm sure some people could think of a reason why I would get drunk. But I really didn't have a reason why, I guess I was being my spontaneous self, again.
Well..hm...I think that's about all. Another update will happen sometime..i feel so weird typing this. 'Coz I don't even talk like this...I'm more crazy/weird/goofy/strange...and not making ANY sense whatsoever. lol!! Forgive me, I was watching a korean drama and the mood was sort of contagious...it was sad/depressing, so my mood quickly became mellow haha! But I think I'm good now..time for bed, it's 3:16am dang I'm tirred!