Apr 03, 2005 23:32
So much turmoil all around me.. and I've never been better. Cars breaking down, medical emergencies, famous and important people moving on.. such a strange week. And me? I'm getting a new car and a new lease on life it feels. I've not been happier in... over a year I'd say. Much time to myself thinking and working on plans that should have been set in place before has turned some wonderful stones over. I've found balance again... even though it seems to be balancing with some majorly depressing things... I'm not Catholic, in fact most Catholics would claim me a heretic and be correct, but I do feel a loss in losing sai John Paul II.. as if his passing has created a rift in the balance that I tend to try to maintain around me.. and all the sirens racing around since then doesn't make me feel any better about it. I do hope a new Pope comes soon and hope he is as great a man as our last was.. But for now I will continue down my path of self searching and empowerment... learning some nifty things about myself, seems like I don't know me as well as I should.. oh well, back to exploring!