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Effective immediately:
I'm not making any more decisions before they're approved by a committee. I hate the amount of work that I have to do, yet feeling as though I am accomplishing absolutely NOTHING by doing it. I hate feeling as though I will burst into a thousand little pieces at any given moment. I hate this clump of dread that's accumulating in my stomach. I had an awesome day yesterday, and I wish I could have more days like that. I wish I didn't feel guilty so easily. I wish I could talk to someone about it without feeling like I was dumping all of my anxiety issues on them.
Fuck.
I'm not making any more decisions before they're approved by a committee. I hate the amount of work that I have to do, yet feeling as though I am accomplishing absolutely NOTHING by doing it. I hate feeling as though I will burst into a thousand little pieces at any given moment. I hate this clump of dread that's accumulating in my stomach. I had an awesome day yesterday, and I wish I could have more days like that. I wish I didn't feel guilty so easily. I wish I could talk to someone about it without feeling like I was dumping all of my anxiety issues on them.
Fuck.