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Hi.
These past two days have been fun.
Actually.
Ive been hanging out with friends.
I saw everyone i needed to see.
and they all had smiles for the most part.
I felt things today and yesterday I didnt want to feel. I thought about them, and realized that life shouldn't be spent worrying about things like that,
its worth more.
There are things like Refugees and New Orleans to think about.
Im still lonely, things are starting to lighten up a little bit, but i have a feeling once school gets back in, it will only get worse.
I dont want to be depressed and all that shit,
i hate it.
its retarded.
Seriously right now, I could go for John playing piano for me to fall asleep to.
I cant sleep.
And i havnt for almost 2 days, ive slept just not a full night.
tomorrow we have to go find my cousin Nick a school to get into it. Hes a Junior in high school.
I think they are looking at Catholic high.
My other cousin Andy (his brother) came in town today. I met him for the first time. He is 19ish. Hes really an awesome guy, i could see myself hanging out with him.
Last night was good.
yeah.
today
i came home, sat around for awhile talked to Elli (andy and nicks aunt) and then went and got dressed and ready for the day,
I looked decent.
it made me happy.
We went to dropp off an applications at TCBY and DeAngelos
Then came home,
went to work tonight,
and then back here.
I need to go to bed.
These past two days have been fun.
Actually.
Ive been hanging out with friends.
I saw everyone i needed to see.
and they all had smiles for the most part.
I felt things today and yesterday I didnt want to feel. I thought about them, and realized that life shouldn't be spent worrying about things like that,
its worth more.
There are things like Refugees and New Orleans to think about.
Im still lonely, things are starting to lighten up a little bit, but i have a feeling once school gets back in, it will only get worse.
I dont want to be depressed and all that shit,
i hate it.
its retarded.
Seriously right now, I could go for John playing piano for me to fall asleep to.
I cant sleep.
And i havnt for almost 2 days, ive slept just not a full night.
tomorrow we have to go find my cousin Nick a school to get into it. Hes a Junior in high school.
I think they are looking at Catholic high.
My other cousin Andy (his brother) came in town today. I met him for the first time. He is 19ish. Hes really an awesome guy, i could see myself hanging out with him.
Last night was good.
yeah.
today
i came home, sat around for awhile talked to Elli (andy and nicks aunt) and then went and got dressed and ready for the day,
I looked decent.
it made me happy.
We went to dropp off an applications at TCBY and DeAngelos
Then came home,
went to work tonight,
and then back here.
I need to go to bed.