whoa
ok my life has been totally crazed. I know i NEVER update this thing anymore which makes sense because I dont really know who reads this thing anymore
Well i got a new job...I had enough of my shitty Mcdonalds career. I felt like a total dormat...getting paid shit to be a manager while creating a new training thing with sam, training everyone, runnin shifts, working 45 hours a week(no exaggeration), and attempting to learn to use the computer and take over creating the schedule. Basically on top of that my owner guy called me stupid so i gave my two weeks notice. I got a new, much more low key job at the bank..i'm a teller at Massbank on 110 in chelmsford in case any of you want to come visit me : ). Basically I get paid to occasionally help customers and read Cosmo magazine. I make 9.33 an hour which kicks my old jobs ass.
I am also currently still dating steve. We have been together for almost a year now on August 11th. What an accomplishment for me...I can't even tell you how awesome it is to still have him. We've been through a lot..quite a few fights and arguments but we've made it through and are a better couple then ever. I know I can be tough to put up with sometimes haha and I am quite a psycho when it comes to certain things but he is still there for me. I really do feel blessed because I have him and I'm so fortunate to have had him this long...I trully am in love (yeah yeah shuut up you cynicals)
Carley, Sam, and Mo- the three greatest girls on the face of the planet. Things have been rocky in the past but i feel closer to you guys now then ever. I couldnt ask for a better bunch. Once again i am so fortunate to have found my better halves..the girls that i know will be around forever the ones that will push me when i get older and who will always be around. even if i do leafve for north carloina next year..im not scared at all of leaving you guys becayse i know everything will be exactly the same when i get back. sometimes a girl jsut needs that conistency in her life..and i find it in you all. i love you guys to death and that will never change. all three of you have been there through thick and thin and i know no matter what you have my back and obviously i have yours. You guys will get everything you want out of life because that is jsut how you are. there is not a goal that i dont think you will not achieve...you deserve the best and i know that this year will be bringing that fourth. i trully, from the bottom of my heart, cant ever explain how much i lvoe you girls and if anything stays with me through college it will be that (and steve too).
I feel like so much has happened in the past what...yeah almost! well I'm about to embark on senior year which is so scary but exciting at the same time. In one more year I'll be packed up and moving out (amazing). This year I'm all about living it up...it's my last chance to really be a kid with no responsibilities and I'm taking full advantage of that. During the school year my work schedule is so much more reaonable..I'm working Thursday 2:30-7:30, friday 2:30-6:30 and saturday 8:30-1. I have dance all day monday and all day wednesday and m,aybe a little on tuesday I am not sure about that yet..but i am guranteed most of my saturday for fun and all of my sunday. I can't wait for this year..it scares me to think about college and applications and all that fun stuff but i know that everything will work out. i just need to make it through one mroe year and then everything will be different...as horrifying as that sounds I am so ready...bring it on!
I am making myself so depressed thiunkinf about how everything is going to change in just one year...nothing will be this concrete from here on...high school is basically gone.
Think about that....we're not kids anymore which is the most horrifying thing ever.
well sams just about here so i am going to wrap it up..i dont want her stealing my thunder with this livejournal! ;)
i also do want to say that there are a few people who used to be in my life a lot more and now it seems have been erased almost completely...i dont mean for that and i would undo that in a second if i knew how. people do jutt come and go from your life...but i have made few attmeptms to keep people. thats not fair on any level and i will get better at that. i know i still have my girls and steve..and my work boys havent gone anywhere(alan, jon, juan, and pedro) but aside from that my life is essentailly boring. feel free to get back in touch with me too... i dotnt try to push you out i just really have been so busy. but now i have more time with my new scheduled, organized life. there are a few of you that im sure you know who im talking to but to name just too who i am thinking of while writing this...shell and robb. i miss you both tremendously and i would love you hang out with you guys again!
<3 joolz
p.s i didnt mean to be so whatever this is haha but i guess it just takes some getting used to...
Well i got a new job...I had enough of my shitty Mcdonalds career. I felt like a total dormat...getting paid shit to be a manager while creating a new training thing with sam, training everyone, runnin shifts, working 45 hours a week(no exaggeration), and attempting to learn to use the computer and take over creating the schedule. Basically on top of that my owner guy called me stupid so i gave my two weeks notice. I got a new, much more low key job at the bank..i'm a teller at Massbank on 110 in chelmsford in case any of you want to come visit me : ). Basically I get paid to occasionally help customers and read Cosmo magazine. I make 9.33 an hour which kicks my old jobs ass.
I am also currently still dating steve. We have been together for almost a year now on August 11th. What an accomplishment for me...I can't even tell you how awesome it is to still have him. We've been through a lot..quite a few fights and arguments but we've made it through and are a better couple then ever. I know I can be tough to put up with sometimes haha and I am quite a psycho when it comes to certain things but he is still there for me. I really do feel blessed because I have him and I'm so fortunate to have had him this long...I trully am in love (yeah yeah shuut up you cynicals)
Carley, Sam, and Mo- the three greatest girls on the face of the planet. Things have been rocky in the past but i feel closer to you guys now then ever. I couldnt ask for a better bunch. Once again i am so fortunate to have found my better halves..the girls that i know will be around forever the ones that will push me when i get older and who will always be around. even if i do leafve for north carloina next year..im not scared at all of leaving you guys becayse i know everything will be exactly the same when i get back. sometimes a girl jsut needs that conistency in her life..and i find it in you all. i love you guys to death and that will never change. all three of you have been there through thick and thin and i know no matter what you have my back and obviously i have yours. You guys will get everything you want out of life because that is jsut how you are. there is not a goal that i dont think you will not achieve...you deserve the best and i know that this year will be bringing that fourth. i trully, from the bottom of my heart, cant ever explain how much i lvoe you girls and if anything stays with me through college it will be that (and steve too).
I feel like so much has happened in the past what...yeah almost! well I'm about to embark on senior year which is so scary but exciting at the same time. In one more year I'll be packed up and moving out (amazing). This year I'm all about living it up...it's my last chance to really be a kid with no responsibilities and I'm taking full advantage of that. During the school year my work schedule is so much more reaonable..I'm working Thursday 2:30-7:30, friday 2:30-6:30 and saturday 8:30-1. I have dance all day monday and all day wednesday and m,aybe a little on tuesday I am not sure about that yet..but i am guranteed most of my saturday for fun and all of my sunday. I can't wait for this year..it scares me to think about college and applications and all that fun stuff but i know that everything will work out. i just need to make it through one mroe year and then everything will be different...as horrifying as that sounds I am so ready...bring it on!
I am making myself so depressed thiunkinf about how everything is going to change in just one year...nothing will be this concrete from here on...high school is basically gone.
Think about that....we're not kids anymore which is the most horrifying thing ever.
well sams just about here so i am going to wrap it up..i dont want her stealing my thunder with this livejournal! ;)
i also do want to say that there are a few people who used to be in my life a lot more and now it seems have been erased almost completely...i dont mean for that and i would undo that in a second if i knew how. people do jutt come and go from your life...but i have made few attmeptms to keep people. thats not fair on any level and i will get better at that. i know i still have my girls and steve..and my work boys havent gone anywhere(alan, jon, juan, and pedro) but aside from that my life is essentailly boring. feel free to get back in touch with me too... i dotnt try to push you out i just really have been so busy. but now i have more time with my new scheduled, organized life. there are a few of you that im sure you know who im talking to but to name just too who i am thinking of while writing this...shell and robb. i miss you both tremendously and i would love you hang out with you guys again!
<3 joolz
p.s i didnt mean to be so whatever this is haha but i guess it just takes some getting used to...