Aug 16, 2004 23:26
It's 2:11 and I'm stressing
Watching Tv in my hotel suite
I check my service every second
At 2:10 you still hadn't called me
So I'm gonna leave my cell phone
Turned on in my purse by the bed
And before I fall asleep
I guess I'll just check my machine
Again and again because I'm
Obsessing on you
I wanna be your babydoll
Wrap me up nice and tight
Love me through the night
Come lay me down
Enfold me in your arms
Cover me with velvet kisses
Rock me on and on
And whisper softly to me
You wanna be my babydoll
Zoning out thinking about
You and me between the sheets
I want to get intimate
But you're not within my reach...
I think i plan things too much. I have a bad tendency to go over and over a plan of something in my head and I think its cause of this i get so disappointed when it doesn't happen that way. As good as it probably is sometimes to have a plan I think I do it too much...and i think I needa get sleep. You never realize how emotionally on the edge being worn out makes you til you are. I've been crazy all day haha way to much work. But it was okay cuz i say Alyssa who I haven't seen in ever. I also got to see baby which made me smile. I missed him oodlessss.
Dave called me and he was at Derek's. They asked me to hang but it was too late. Hopefully I'll get to see them together. It'll be just like the old days...but you can't live in the past. Too many things have changed though they'll always be just Dave and Derek to me...
sleeeeeeeeeep..maybe hehe
<3 Sam