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Oh My! I haven't updated this thing in a long time. There hasn't been much to update about tho. All I've really been doing is working and the only thing to write about there is all that drama bullshit that reminds me alot of school .. summer break.. i shouldn't have to deal with idiotic shit like that.. but oh well.. i'm making money while I do it, soOoo.. which reminds me. I got my first paycheck last Friday 234 dollars baby! (not bad for 8 days..half of em only 6 hours..;o))... Spent just about all of it the next day. loL. Bought 4 new pairs of jeans, a skirt, a purse, a belt, $30 worth of cell minutes =), a t-shirt from wal*mart ((it was boys too! haha)), a new bathing suit [ooh lala] umm Oh and new makeup.. aquasmooth, eyeshadow (2) both browns tho, eyeliner, and mascara! .. yeah! loL. and i had like 20 dollars left.. then Sunday after we picked Christen up from Ohio and dropped Mason off, we went to Big Lots to get Christen's tile for her room and me and her went over to Dollar General and I got 2 plastic container thingys. one little 3 drawer stacker type deals that i put my hairstuff in, one for fingernail polish, and the other for makeup that i rarely use, but still want. and then got a mirror for my purse (since i have to put my makeup in a diff bag cuz my purse is too small for all that shit..lol) , 2 new fingernail polishes, and candyy! sweeett! .. but yeah.. it was fun.. the money just went pretty fast. lol. not my intentions at all..
but anyways on to something else. Dad said i could go camping with kim if i didn't have to work and I shouldn't have to cuz I scheduled off for those days.. but i swear if they wont give it to me..then fuck em.. i'll quit. thats gonna be august 17-21 =) so excited and cant wait!! loL.. dad asked who all was going.. if justin was..and i was lik. are u kidding me? they wouldn't take him overnight like that..and dad was like why not? they let her run around with him all the time..i'm like. wtf.. she has a cell phone that they call her on all the time..and she's 16 fucking yrs old! bah! he makes me so mad.. speaking of kim and justin they came in kfc the other day.. lol. i didnt get to talk to them tho cuz we were busy as shit and i had to work my ass off for Jenn (that bich pisses me the fuck off!.. i can't stand her. i don't think many ppl do.. but Jamie (one of the managers) said she liked me..and i was like i dont know why i snap at her all the time..and jamie said she thinks she likes that.. i was like.. oh wait.. shes bi.. keep my distance. loL).
but yeahh.. i remember updating about the fair.. yeah that was fun.. and i updated the other nite.. i was gonna try to the next day i was off.. but it didnt happen cuz dad was here..and everytime i get on nowadays like 10 ppl i/m me and im like yay! =) .. lol. but during the day like now.. not a damn person is on. loL... its all good tho.. i love ppl and i have nothing much to update on that often anywyas.. it just used to be boredom. but yeah before i forget.. mom and dad wanna try to go down and visit ray for a couple of days..then drive on down to the beach for a couple more sometime this month (mom mentioned something about next weekend.. i was like. whoah! sweet deal!.. that;ll be 6 days of no work.. plus camping.. plus school starts!! wow!) lol.. but yeah.. cannot wait for camping and (?) beach.. lol. school.. thats a different story.. i'm soo damn dreading it. When i was talking to Michaela the other day.. I was thinking.. it might not be that bad..cuz i still got people worth seeing and tlaking to.. plus i miss a lot of ppl!.. but then..i know of some new whores that are gonna be walking around..and it.ll give me something to bitch about all the time.. plus i cant stand the little bitches.. god! lol... but theyre are some new 'good' ppl i cant wait to be there.. like michaela, nikki, ashley, and a few cool kids (boys).. like shane and them..that give me someone to pick on. lol. so it might not be too bad and me and my girls can always fuck up the lil hoes anyways ;o) haha jk. but yeh... ahh it's gonna be a long year. lol..
i think nikki still thinks im mad at her.. which i really dont know why. i told her 3 diff times that i wasn't..and she said ok.. but then diff ppl keep telling me she is. like 3 diff ppl..and im like god!.. but yeah i was told she said she wasnt even thinking when lee asked her out and she said yeah..and i was told by soemone that they werent even sure if they were dating..so i really dont know anymore.. fuck lee.. i've learned he's nothing but shit anyways.. and id rather take nikki's side anyways. lol. i just hope he doesn't screw her over too bad. nikki's had enough of that.. and lee's just that kind of dick. but i really did try to warn her..and so did justin bird and marlana.. oh well tho. oh yeah and ashley *walker* told me she didnt' know anything about the whole justin seeing shit on my profile..so i'm guessing that was just a little thing justin mde up on his own..and i dont relaly know if nikki had anything to do with it or not.. but ashley was at the beach and doesnt even talk to the asshole.. sooo.. its all on his ass now.. haha fucker.!. lol. god i hate guys sometiems.. why cant they just tell the truth.?! lol..
but anywyas. while im on the subject of guys.. haha.. im kinda liking one about right now.. but i dont know why im wasting my time.. it wouldnt work anyways i dont think.. :o/ .. oh well i guess its a good friend i have to talk to.. so it.ll be alrite.. i dont know what i even want.. like no joke.. i dont really want a boyfriend.. but then i do.. cuz i just want someone.. ya know?! it just sucks. screw it tho.. i think its just a big fucking joke right now.. oh yeah and this other dude.. well.. he just fucks with my head.. like hes always done.. idk.. i guess its the way most guys roll.. but shit. idc nemore. .
. lets see.. thats the work, social, guy, friend deal all above.. oh well theres a few more things.. lol.. sarah and megan are at the beach right now.. sarah called me yesterday and she said she hasnt had any luck finding me a seashell.. i was like.. ur at the beach arent u..and she was like. yeah, but they all suck, theyre either small or broken..i was like.. aww..sarah i love u. lol. it has to be perfect for me ;o).. haha.. but i told her i just want one.. idc how big it is. lol. i haven't really talked to emily that much lately.. i talked to brittany on the phone for the first time in like forever.. i was planning on asking her to come stay with me.. well actually i did.. but dad said no.. cuz she's weird and she ran away and shit... :o/ bah.. shes different now dumbass. i hate my dad with such a passion.. (oh yeah.. he hasn't worked for like a week now. or more.. but they called him this mornign and want him back down there cuz theyre short-handed..the reason he didnt work was becuz he "hurt his back".. he really did.. hes just been fine the past 3-5 days.. lol. and yeah.. idk what hes gonna do..and mom quit her job..finally. with all those dumbfucks down there trying to get her to quit.. so now she might try to work at go*mart or something.. who knows!..but neways).. umm brittany.. lol. yeah shes gonna hang out with us (me and kim) next year.. or thtas the plan so far.. cuz she misses us (hahah.. ;o) we knew shed come back.. lol. jk) so that's cool.. i wont be so lonely anymore.. even tho i do got my emily and laner.. elaina i get to talk to every now and then.. mostly evenings when we.re both not working. lol.. she just got back from the mountains..so i hadnt talked to her for awhile. lol. God..i miss my girls!! lol.. my guys too! ;o) lol. but yeahh..
and umm.. lemme see if theres anything else to update on.. OoH. one evening 1-2 weeks ago.. justin brant and shannon called me to tell me they were eating steak and yeah i talked to shannon for a lil bit..and yeah. it was pretty cool. he wasnt grumpy! =) lol.. but then the next day sarah told me he wrecked his truck in front of nathans.. but he was ok.. havent talked to em since.. adn idk.. i guess everything's cool with me and brant.. i dont really know tho. i havent talked to him much.. except for when he asked for ketchup. lol.. and i havent talked to kim either.. shits just been busy.. and if i call her.. shes not home.. or she calls..and im not home.. and then today. i guess would be a good day to call her and say heyy and just to see whats up.. so maybe i.ll do that.. .
oooooh.. and eric! lol.. oh my. he was around there for awhile quite a bit.. like almost everyday.. this is like his second home. haha. and he was like. hey sis! lol (bah! but i think i wrote about that).. anyways. then i heard dad say he was dating some girl with a kid..but he likes kids.. soo yeah.. that just sucks.. but anyways.. haha after mom and dad picked me up from work yesterday we had to go down to this repair shop with eric..then drive him back to our house .. his truck wont be ready for like a week and a half.. but hes going to the beach anyways.. oh yeah.. its a ford.. go figure huh ;o) lol. but then we were at krogers.. he went in to get beer..and mom was getting groceries..and we were in the back.. and he passed me his beer and let me have a drink..then later on he did it agian.. i wasl ike. AHH! i love this guy! lol.. it was cool. it was sneaky.. it was fun.. and it was behind my parents back.. lmao.. but yeah. then he ate dinner with us.. big steak dinenr last nite.. ah! great.. and he was beside me.. lol. oh yeah... damn that girl with the kid. hahah. but yeah.. i guess he.s like my older brother anyways..:o/ at least hes a cool one! :o)
. lol. .. god i've written so much.. no one is gonna want to read this.. lmao. i think im gonna cut it off here.. cuz jonathan just i/med me anyways.. lol. soo i.ll try and update before too long so the entry isnt this fuckin big. lol.. but if anybody reads this.. COMMENT ON ME!!.. ;o) loL.. later tators!
but anyways on to something else. Dad said i could go camping with kim if i didn't have to work and I shouldn't have to cuz I scheduled off for those days.. but i swear if they wont give it to me..then fuck em.. i'll quit. thats gonna be august 17-21 =) so excited and cant wait!! loL.. dad asked who all was going.. if justin was..and i was lik. are u kidding me? they wouldn't take him overnight like that..and dad was like why not? they let her run around with him all the time..i'm like. wtf.. she has a cell phone that they call her on all the time..and she's 16 fucking yrs old! bah! he makes me so mad.. speaking of kim and justin they came in kfc the other day.. lol. i didnt get to talk to them tho cuz we were busy as shit and i had to work my ass off for Jenn (that bich pisses me the fuck off!.. i can't stand her. i don't think many ppl do.. but Jamie (one of the managers) said she liked me..and i was like i dont know why i snap at her all the time..and jamie said she thinks she likes that.. i was like.. oh wait.. shes bi.. keep my distance. loL).
but yeahh.. i remember updating about the fair.. yeah that was fun.. and i updated the other nite.. i was gonna try to the next day i was off.. but it didnt happen cuz dad was here..and everytime i get on nowadays like 10 ppl i/m me and im like yay! =) .. lol. but during the day like now.. not a damn person is on. loL... its all good tho.. i love ppl and i have nothing much to update on that often anywyas.. it just used to be boredom. but yeah before i forget.. mom and dad wanna try to go down and visit ray for a couple of days..then drive on down to the beach for a couple more sometime this month (mom mentioned something about next weekend.. i was like. whoah! sweet deal!.. that;ll be 6 days of no work.. plus camping.. plus school starts!! wow!) lol.. but yeah.. cannot wait for camping and (?) beach.. lol. school.. thats a different story.. i'm soo damn dreading it. When i was talking to Michaela the other day.. I was thinking.. it might not be that bad..cuz i still got people worth seeing and tlaking to.. plus i miss a lot of ppl!.. but then..i know of some new whores that are gonna be walking around..and it.ll give me something to bitch about all the time.. plus i cant stand the little bitches.. god! lol... but theyre are some new 'good' ppl i cant wait to be there.. like michaela, nikki, ashley, and a few cool kids (boys).. like shane and them..that give me someone to pick on. lol. so it might not be too bad and me and my girls can always fuck up the lil hoes anyways ;o) haha jk. but yeh... ahh it's gonna be a long year. lol..
i think nikki still thinks im mad at her.. which i really dont know why. i told her 3 diff times that i wasn't..and she said ok.. but then diff ppl keep telling me she is. like 3 diff ppl..and im like god!.. but yeah i was told she said she wasnt even thinking when lee asked her out and she said yeah..and i was told by soemone that they werent even sure if they were dating..so i really dont know anymore.. fuck lee.. i've learned he's nothing but shit anyways.. and id rather take nikki's side anyways. lol. i just hope he doesn't screw her over too bad. nikki's had enough of that.. and lee's just that kind of dick. but i really did try to warn her..and so did justin bird and marlana.. oh well tho. oh yeah and ashley *walker* told me she didnt' know anything about the whole justin seeing shit on my profile..so i'm guessing that was just a little thing justin mde up on his own..and i dont relaly know if nikki had anything to do with it or not.. but ashley was at the beach and doesnt even talk to the asshole.. sooo.. its all on his ass now.. haha fucker.!. lol. god i hate guys sometiems.. why cant they just tell the truth.?! lol..
but anywyas. while im on the subject of guys.. haha.. im kinda liking one about right now.. but i dont know why im wasting my time.. it wouldnt work anyways i dont think.. :o/ .. oh well i guess its a good friend i have to talk to.. so it.ll be alrite.. i dont know what i even want.. like no joke.. i dont really want a boyfriend.. but then i do.. cuz i just want someone.. ya know?! it just sucks. screw it tho.. i think its just a big fucking joke right now.. oh yeah and this other dude.. well.. he just fucks with my head.. like hes always done.. idk.. i guess its the way most guys roll.. but shit. idc nemore. .
. lets see.. thats the work, social, guy, friend deal all above.. oh well theres a few more things.. lol.. sarah and megan are at the beach right now.. sarah called me yesterday and she said she hasnt had any luck finding me a seashell.. i was like.. ur at the beach arent u..and she was like. yeah, but they all suck, theyre either small or broken..i was like.. aww..sarah i love u. lol. it has to be perfect for me ;o).. haha.. but i told her i just want one.. idc how big it is. lol. i haven't really talked to emily that much lately.. i talked to brittany on the phone for the first time in like forever.. i was planning on asking her to come stay with me.. well actually i did.. but dad said no.. cuz she's weird and she ran away and shit... :o/ bah.. shes different now dumbass. i hate my dad with such a passion.. (oh yeah.. he hasn't worked for like a week now. or more.. but they called him this mornign and want him back down there cuz theyre short-handed..the reason he didnt work was becuz he "hurt his back".. he really did.. hes just been fine the past 3-5 days.. lol. and yeah.. idk what hes gonna do..and mom quit her job..finally. with all those dumbfucks down there trying to get her to quit.. so now she might try to work at go*mart or something.. who knows!..but neways).. umm brittany.. lol. yeah shes gonna hang out with us (me and kim) next year.. or thtas the plan so far.. cuz she misses us (hahah.. ;o) we knew shed come back.. lol. jk) so that's cool.. i wont be so lonely anymore.. even tho i do got my emily and laner.. elaina i get to talk to every now and then.. mostly evenings when we.re both not working. lol.. she just got back from the mountains..so i hadnt talked to her for awhile. lol. God..i miss my girls!! lol.. my guys too! ;o) lol. but yeahh..
and umm.. lemme see if theres anything else to update on.. OoH. one evening 1-2 weeks ago.. justin brant and shannon called me to tell me they were eating steak and yeah i talked to shannon for a lil bit..and yeah. it was pretty cool. he wasnt grumpy! =) lol.. but then the next day sarah told me he wrecked his truck in front of nathans.. but he was ok.. havent talked to em since.. adn idk.. i guess everything's cool with me and brant.. i dont really know tho. i havent talked to him much.. except for when he asked for ketchup. lol.. and i havent talked to kim either.. shits just been busy.. and if i call her.. shes not home.. or she calls..and im not home.. and then today. i guess would be a good day to call her and say heyy and just to see whats up.. so maybe i.ll do that.. .
oooooh.. and eric! lol.. oh my. he was around there for awhile quite a bit.. like almost everyday.. this is like his second home. haha. and he was like. hey sis! lol (bah! but i think i wrote about that).. anyways. then i heard dad say he was dating some girl with a kid..but he likes kids.. soo yeah.. that just sucks.. but anyways.. haha after mom and dad picked me up from work yesterday we had to go down to this repair shop with eric..then drive him back to our house .. his truck wont be ready for like a week and a half.. but hes going to the beach anyways.. oh yeah.. its a ford.. go figure huh ;o) lol. but then we were at krogers.. he went in to get beer..and mom was getting groceries..and we were in the back.. and he passed me his beer and let me have a drink..then later on he did it agian.. i wasl ike. AHH! i love this guy! lol.. it was cool. it was sneaky.. it was fun.. and it was behind my parents back.. lmao.. but yeah. then he ate dinner with us.. big steak dinenr last nite.. ah! great.. and he was beside me.. lol. oh yeah... damn that girl with the kid. hahah. but yeah.. i guess he.s like my older brother anyways..:o/ at least hes a cool one! :o)
. lol. .. god i've written so much.. no one is gonna want to read this.. lmao. i think im gonna cut it off here.. cuz jonathan just i/med me anyways.. lol. soo i.ll try and update before too long so the entry isnt this fuckin big. lol.. but if anybody reads this.. COMMENT ON ME!!.. ;o) loL.. later tators!