Sep 18, 2006 02:35
I can't take this feeling any longer. I feel as a failure with no future. I feel that my selfworth is connected to how bright of a future, how much money I will be making when I graduate and if I have a girl friend or not. I don't think life works like this, but this feeling of depression is all over me and makes my heart sink.
It is so hard to let go, to let go and erase from mind that first girl that really moved your heart. I guess more so when you regret some of the decisions you made. I was a fool. The feelings bottled in were let out recently, and has made my heart heavy.