come come summertime love love take a ride with me.
No posts for over a year..
Reading through the thoughts I once had always makes me smile. I can't remember half of what the entries mean and in many situations I look at my words with disgust. The way I acted towards others and the way I let all the negativity cloud my vision.
I thought I knew what love was but my last relationship was just a filler. It was filling up what I had always needed to exist in my life. It was the constant "love" I had seen in movies or so I thought. Being with her was great at first but all good things must come to an end. She took and took and took and couldn't give me back the one thing I asked for. I asked for the truth and our relationship was pumped up with lies.
My mother tells me I have a stray dog complex, I can't turn away anyone in need of help. People look at it in disgust but if there weren't people like that where would all the sick go? The most important thing I can give in the world is my love and care. THe world will never have enough of those two things so it is my job to keep giving. I'll never run out.
I've fallen in love with someone who gives me the love I deserve, the trust I've earned. She's the best thing that has ever happened to me. I think I've loved her since the day I met her. Taylor Ruth Gallagher kept her sights set on me and I was too blind to see them. She is the most beautiful individual I've ever met in my entire life. The positivity she flooded my life with is more than I could ever ask for.
I'll be heading to college in a year, thank goodness. Strange to think I've been writing here since junior high school
and I thought being a teenager was tough.
My last entry was about the loss of the beautiful, unforgettable Shannon Mary Thompson. Not a day goes by where I do not think of her. I live everyday for you. I miss you.
I'm sure I'll write here in another year or so.
until then, all my love<3
Reading through the thoughts I once had always makes me smile. I can't remember half of what the entries mean and in many situations I look at my words with disgust. The way I acted towards others and the way I let all the negativity cloud my vision.
I thought I knew what love was but my last relationship was just a filler. It was filling up what I had always needed to exist in my life. It was the constant "love" I had seen in movies or so I thought. Being with her was great at first but all good things must come to an end. She took and took and took and couldn't give me back the one thing I asked for. I asked for the truth and our relationship was pumped up with lies.
My mother tells me I have a stray dog complex, I can't turn away anyone in need of help. People look at it in disgust but if there weren't people like that where would all the sick go? The most important thing I can give in the world is my love and care. THe world will never have enough of those two things so it is my job to keep giving. I'll never run out.
I've fallen in love with someone who gives me the love I deserve, the trust I've earned. She's the best thing that has ever happened to me. I think I've loved her since the day I met her. Taylor Ruth Gallagher kept her sights set on me and I was too blind to see them. She is the most beautiful individual I've ever met in my entire life. The positivity she flooded my life with is more than I could ever ask for.
I'll be heading to college in a year, thank goodness. Strange to think I've been writing here since junior high school
and I thought being a teenager was tough.
My last entry was about the loss of the beautiful, unforgettable Shannon Mary Thompson. Not a day goes by where I do not think of her. I live everyday for you. I miss you.
I'm sure I'll write here in another year or so.
until then, all my love<3