this love, this hate

[sammzz]

four walls, these four walls and a door are all that hold me back from ripping your fucking sick, twisted head off of you head and throwing it through a window. You're a dirty cunt, you're a sick fuck. i'm trapped within myself, within my own walls. why should i ruin my life for the sight of your pain? why shouldn't i? you did it to the one who i love, you hurt her unlike any sort of hurt i've ever seen endured in my entire life. you make me sick to my stomach, my heart, my soul. one of these days motherfucker.

not today, i'm not disrespectful.