May 11, 2008 20:37
I saw the baby of Simon and Gretchen when Zigfried was holding her. As I watched him hold and sing to the baby, I thought about my baby that will be born and I saw Max holding him/her the same way. I know that he will be a good father and I will be a good mother as well. I can't wait to hold my baby the way Zigfried is holding Nellie and sing to her/him with Max. I am so excited and nervous at the same time. Zigfried has been quiet ever since the attempted attack on the castle. Thank god Neve, Tea, Miruko, Max and I are ok thanks to Max's bravery. I am just glad those demons are gone. I hope Zigfried is ok. I hope that everyone else is ok too. I am getting bigger and it is getting a little difficult to sit properly. I feel like an old lady trying to get out of the chair or off the couch. The help have been very kind to me but it's a bit embarrassing having to ask for help. Max has been preoccupied and I do not blame him. He is avoiding Keith which is probably best for now. I hope we can at least spend some time together. I have helped him in some of his research and it is nice to be of some help. I do not want to feel useless and unable to do something that will help to get rid of Griffin once and for all.