games

May 25, 2007 16:14

wen do we stop playing these silly games, being self assured of what we can obtain, and what we are unsure of we shurg our shoulders and walk away....when did we become so obsessed with geting some n not enough with the game itself....like in those black and white movies where just a glance leaves the pair wanting more...where men were men and women were scandalous with a conservative outfit.....layers that were dying to be removed.....when did we stop taking chances, risks, outreaches to what we wanted and just couldnt obtain....why is it that the best people live so far away....but when they get closer you still need to back away, the distance makes them alone desirable....and what is right there for you to take you refuse, outright refuse, and choose something less good....something less perfect....b/c perfection has been deemed undesirable, and unobtainable....perfect is a fairytale gone wrong.....stories never end with happily ever after but how they marriage when wrong afterwards.....love isnt built on laughter and trust, but on finances and beauty....outter beauty that is.....i dont know what i would do in a laughterless world....probably die early of a stress-related disorder.....my teacher in fourth grade made me stop laughing when the whole class was and called it annoying.....my teacher in third grade made us all laugh so hard that i feel off my chair and continuted laughing......there are few good people still left in this world, the people that can make you laugh, and then let you be free to laugh.....relationships are not just about sex, or just the physical feeling.....they are should be more powerful than that....how about a lasting conversation...not just where you sit awkwardly on the phone for hours, wasting minutes, but deep converations, convos about your day.....a convo where words flow naturally and easily......i want to marry a best friend, that way when the romance eventually fades, theres still a strong foundation keeping me attracted to that person....i want a real realtionship where im not bored but content....where hanging out isnt a pain but something fun, where i can be free and with my friends knowing its ok with him.....something real, something that progress sexually because we both want to, not because its expected.....i need to stop playing games with boys i know i can have and deal out a real deck, a risky one, one that if the outcome is right i know ill apprecaite and hold onto the results
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