story of my life- late to my own torah reading
rite, so had a mini break for roash hashanah.....1st day was tuesday n i luckily (rite) got to read torah 2nd portion at like 10 in the morning except my mom thought i had to read it much later...so bascially, i was late n i had to read in the main sanctuary which has sooooo many ppl in it on the high holy days n u could hear every click of my heels as i went up to the bema in DEAT SILENCE lol to read....i was flawless atleast in my portion if not a tiny bit fast in reading it...tanya n goldfarb heard me read lol n melly n grandma didnt b/c they were upstairs haha....w/e man....dan clairach does seem to like me though lol b/c he gave me this tingy where i had to hold the torah the 2nd day haha....wtf....so bak to the 1st day...later on went upstairs n prayed sorta lol then went to the youth lounge n sat on goldfarbs lap n tanyas for a bit up until she bit me lol (it hurt!!) it was funny though b/c naomi was like "u 2 gonna h/u or wat?" (to me n goldfarb, not me n tanya haha) n i was like "no" but i didnt know if i meant it, but u know how like 1st reactions r ur true ones? so makes me wonder haha, b/c i even suprised myself w/ how forceful of an answer that was....but i was still like laying down w/ him in the bean bag chair haha, w/e......went to the schwartzs house n ate outside n got bitten up by this one nasty mosquito! damn those silly things....
2nd day sat on the bema for like EVER n was freezing my ass off n later on had the yellens come ova.....my grandma is sooo odd sometime (most of the time but yeh lol) b/c after they left my dad was like "so, do u like dov (their son who is 6? yrs older than me)" n im like "no, hes too old for me lol" n my grandma is like "so? in a few yrs it wont matter, n i saw the way he was looking at u today" n im like in my little mind "sureee grandma, thats like pedafileish but ok" lol, oy gavult, atleast she got my dad the rolex watch he wanted (she promised if he lost enough weight that she would buy him one n he did so she bought it, i was doubtful if shed actually do it but she did, interesting......
had a fencing meeting on wednesday which ROCKED...this one boy was soo weird/funny lol u could tell he was one of those assholes of his grade but its funny b/c wen ur older than them its just hilarious instead of irritating lol...so this kid eric was at first like "r u a teacher? u seem responsible like one" lol then he was in my mini group where i taught kids how to fence n then he kept on asking me "am i doing it rite??" lol, it was fun teaching them though i liked it a lot, there were soo many ppl there though lol.....then met w/ mr. cruuuuuupaaaaaaa n discussed wat an actual intrmural would involve n am prob gonna see quilis bout having it a club....hmmm only one more month to finalize plans before rosenberg does swimming....bahhhh....
friday went to anats b-day party (yey for being 17 today!!!!) at the bowling ally lol n it was actually pretty kewl besides the fact that we were a bit old to be going there haha but i got to see dan m. which was kewl n like abby who i hvnt seen b/c she switched english classes, i miss her making faces at me!!! lol...yeh, i actually wasnt too bad at bowling besdies the fact that i knew i was throwing it wrong lol.....then had a "fiesta shindig" at my house avec jav, abhijit, gage, charles, roman, ant, netta lol...i was gonna ask more ppl to come but my mom woulda killed me...she was pissed at it was b/c i let them stay too late lol n she couldnt sleep. w/e i tried to keep it quiet so bah.....it was funny b/c like eveeryone came ova n ate like a 2nd dinner lol, we like live to feed ppl in my house haha....so watched remember the titans b/c nettas fav lol n then roman a) humped my closet??? b) searched my comp for porn lol wtf??? so showed him my file of "pics of cute guys" lol like orlando bloom haha, they were entertained by that haha n then watched gladiator (or rather finished it b/c we had started it earlier) n there was no room on my couch so ended up leaning on roman n stealing his (well technically mine b/c my house haha) blanket lol....they all left n watched finished it myself, twas good ( i had seen it before, but my dads dvd is scratched somehow so like i missed chunks of scenes lol....oh yeh, btw my dad PISSED ME OFF TO NO END b/c he like not only talked to abhijit FOREVER n BLASTED THE MUSIC for a longgg time but he used this little blower thingy n blew air at me!! i was gonna like cry b/c he was being sooo unfair, doesnt he understand that they rnt his friends????? he shouldnt be having lengthy convos w/ them wen im supposed to be hanging w/ them.....n i HATE how he refuses to admit he was wrong, he still even fucking smirked wen he appologized for that blower thingy but only after all my friends left, n the only reason he did that was not b/c i was upset but b/c like all my friends were staring at him b/c he was FUCKING WRONG....man, i friggen went upstairs w/ my netta b/c i was soo ticked n locked the door wen he came up but didnt wanna scream at him so opened it n went bak down fdwo9iejiof3woefiewm fucking putz....n now he claims my friends rnt welcome here b/c i dont want him talking to them, stupid fucking bitch....i mean, just b/c he had a fucked up childhood doesnt give him a rite to a) reinvent his through me b) mess up mine......neway........enough venting...
today woke up at 6???? b/c forgot to shut off my alarm lol....tres tired man haha...throat hurts like a bitch lol...went to lenzi's sweet 16 which was kewl, i danced although i loook sooooo awkward doing so n know it haha....jav looks more awkward though so ha lol....i need to teach my hips how to move lol wtf
~Sammy
btw, both my texan n brendan txted me at the party lol, lani n jen were highly amused by that lol
2nd day sat on the bema for like EVER n was freezing my ass off n later on had the yellens come ova.....my grandma is sooo odd sometime (most of the time but yeh lol) b/c after they left my dad was like "so, do u like dov (their son who is 6? yrs older than me)" n im like "no, hes too old for me lol" n my grandma is like "so? in a few yrs it wont matter, n i saw the way he was looking at u today" n im like in my little mind "sureee grandma, thats like pedafileish but ok" lol, oy gavult, atleast she got my dad the rolex watch he wanted (she promised if he lost enough weight that she would buy him one n he did so she bought it, i was doubtful if shed actually do it but she did, interesting......
had a fencing meeting on wednesday which ROCKED...this one boy was soo weird/funny lol u could tell he was one of those assholes of his grade but its funny b/c wen ur older than them its just hilarious instead of irritating lol...so this kid eric was at first like "r u a teacher? u seem responsible like one" lol then he was in my mini group where i taught kids how to fence n then he kept on asking me "am i doing it rite??" lol, it was fun teaching them though i liked it a lot, there were soo many ppl there though lol.....then met w/ mr. cruuuuuupaaaaaaa n discussed wat an actual intrmural would involve n am prob gonna see quilis bout having it a club....hmmm only one more month to finalize plans before rosenberg does swimming....bahhhh....
friday went to anats b-day party (yey for being 17 today!!!!) at the bowling ally lol n it was actually pretty kewl besides the fact that we were a bit old to be going there haha but i got to see dan m. which was kewl n like abby who i hvnt seen b/c she switched english classes, i miss her making faces at me!!! lol...yeh, i actually wasnt too bad at bowling besdies the fact that i knew i was throwing it wrong lol.....then had a "fiesta shindig" at my house avec jav, abhijit, gage, charles, roman, ant, netta lol...i was gonna ask more ppl to come but my mom woulda killed me...she was pissed at it was b/c i let them stay too late lol n she couldnt sleep. w/e i tried to keep it quiet so bah.....it was funny b/c like eveeryone came ova n ate like a 2nd dinner lol, we like live to feed ppl in my house haha....so watched remember the titans b/c nettas fav lol n then roman a) humped my closet??? b) searched my comp for porn lol wtf??? so showed him my file of "pics of cute guys" lol like orlando bloom haha, they were entertained by that haha n then watched gladiator (or rather finished it b/c we had started it earlier) n there was no room on my couch so ended up leaning on roman n stealing his (well technically mine b/c my house haha) blanket lol....they all left n watched finished it myself, twas good ( i had seen it before, but my dads dvd is scratched somehow so like i missed chunks of scenes lol....oh yeh, btw my dad PISSED ME OFF TO NO END b/c he like not only talked to abhijit FOREVER n BLASTED THE MUSIC for a longgg time but he used this little blower thingy n blew air at me!! i was gonna like cry b/c he was being sooo unfair, doesnt he understand that they rnt his friends????? he shouldnt be having lengthy convos w/ them wen im supposed to be hanging w/ them.....n i HATE how he refuses to admit he was wrong, he still even fucking smirked wen he appologized for that blower thingy but only after all my friends left, n the only reason he did that was not b/c i was upset but b/c like all my friends were staring at him b/c he was FUCKING WRONG....man, i friggen went upstairs w/ my netta b/c i was soo ticked n locked the door wen he came up but didnt wanna scream at him so opened it n went bak down fdwo9iejiof3woefiewm fucking putz....n now he claims my friends rnt welcome here b/c i dont want him talking to them, stupid fucking bitch....i mean, just b/c he had a fucked up childhood doesnt give him a rite to a) reinvent his through me b) mess up mine......neway........enough venting...
today woke up at 6???? b/c forgot to shut off my alarm lol....tres tired man haha...throat hurts like a bitch lol...went to lenzi's sweet 16 which was kewl, i danced although i loook sooooo awkward doing so n know it haha....jav looks more awkward though so ha lol....i need to teach my hips how to move lol wtf
~Sammy
btw, both my texan n brendan txted me at the party lol, lani n jen were highly amused by that lol