blargh (just b/c ive always wanted to say that
okkkkkk, so, in a nutshell? id know if i can actually put my life into a nutshell lol
basically my new dilema hahaah is this kid named goldfarb lol.....ok, so the other day i was seething b/c he leaves me this message while i was at marla's sweet 16 (it was awesome btw!) n i listne to it n its all "heyyy sexyyy, u know u wanna come on ova w/ me n shayman n u know how u like foils (co-prez of fencing n i kinda sorta made shayman sign up for it wen i had frosh orientation lol) n well, we could have a nice 3 some..." n usually that would be a bid disturbing n quite funny but i guess it was the wayyyy he said it ya know? that made it creppy n offensive n wen i called up he was like taking shots or w/e n put me on speaker phone n made me say to ppl idk how im sexy (i didnt play along w/ that crap n bascially said i was hagning up now lol) n i was sooooooooooo pissssssssed.....neway, idk, but nxt time he IMed me i was like "wtf wat w/ the other nite" n idk if someone told him or w/e but....nxt time he IMed me im all like "wtf was w/ the other nite" n hes like "sry if u got mad at me for that" blah blah blah n idk...n bry made a very good point the other day of how he doesnt get y goldfarb gets away w/ all this shit!!!! b/c most guys dont...n i still dont get it lol....so neway.....today i'm outside w/ my boys lol n he passes me by n wants me to walk w/ him so i do for a bit then he wants to go to his car which is on madonna n im like "umm, i dont wanna walk that far, ttyl" lol except not in aol language n i walk away n he like grabs me, picks me up n im in midair squeeling lol n kicking my legsish (yes, i found out thats like an instinctual reaction or ive watched too many movies, either way, wat gives????) n like i'm assuming some of the ppl i was just in a gp w/ saw n then i decided fineeeeee ill walk lol so i do n i meet strange goldfarb friends lol (like i always do) n there was actually this nice kid ben n i really wanna wonder y he was being so nice lol n w/ him was this soph matt who was in my math class last yr n like wanted to pretend like he didnt know me lol n then i walked bak n we saw rafe n as we said goodbye so i could actually walk home w/ jav (although goldfarb offered me a ride lol) rafe says "so u 2 going out?" n goldfarb doesnt turn around or say nething but im like "nooo" lol n that was that.....n then i walked half way w/ roman n jav n walked home w/ jav n talked bout stuff like how jenny is going out w/ spencer? oy gavult i feel bad for her lol....n how hes dating a dominican republican chicky?? lol n yeh.....
oh, yeh, n i started school yesterday n fonarev cnt pronounce my name n in most of my classes r in alphabetal order so im neva nxt to anat but have like 5 classes w/ her n a few w/ netta n other kewl ppl n like 10 haah w/ drosin??? how odd lol n tv w/ jen strong n i hvnt talked to her in ages but thats ok b/c shes a kewl chick n its kewl that we have the class together b/c i really dont have ne other friends in it besides ayla who has other friends.....n stella should like have an affair w/ a calculator.....the TI 89's or w/e is the newest version!! lol n now i mmust sleeeeeeeeeeep b/c im tres tres tired lol n havta wake up early to shower in the mornin n look all pretty for pppl who don't care (ohhhh yeh, so list of ppl who fucking liked me at camp (or where theyre from neway to proove my point that no one in livingston likes me n i asked max last nite if he did b/c i felt brave n his answer was "i did like u but then i became friends w/ u n i dont wanna hurt the realationship" bullshit): texan, michigan kid (who i might have asked to be his g/f lol on myspace, but i think hes kidding? lol although hes awesome neway), floridian (b/c hannah finally told me he did!), mississippi kid (kid i went out w/ lol) n god knows who else b/c i was fucking hott shit!! lol n ive neva had that happen to me before n now i come bak here n its like, ummmm, oh vell, maybe nxt yr? god, wat gives in this town lol
well, on a good note, netta n ant (thanks u guys!) found us a fencing supervior teacher person who is the math teacher mr. hymen! lol niceee, math teachers r always kewl n quirky unless ur my math teacher lol
~Sammy
basically my new dilema hahaah is this kid named goldfarb lol.....ok, so the other day i was seething b/c he leaves me this message while i was at marla's sweet 16 (it was awesome btw!) n i listne to it n its all "heyyy sexyyy, u know u wanna come on ova w/ me n shayman n u know how u like foils (co-prez of fencing n i kinda sorta made shayman sign up for it wen i had frosh orientation lol) n well, we could have a nice 3 some..." n usually that would be a bid disturbing n quite funny but i guess it was the wayyyy he said it ya know? that made it creppy n offensive n wen i called up he was like taking shots or w/e n put me on speaker phone n made me say to ppl idk how im sexy (i didnt play along w/ that crap n bascially said i was hagning up now lol) n i was sooooooooooo pissssssssed.....neway, idk, but nxt time he IMed me i was like "wtf wat w/ the other nite" n idk if someone told him or w/e but....nxt time he IMed me im all like "wtf was w/ the other nite" n hes like "sry if u got mad at me for that" blah blah blah n idk...n bry made a very good point the other day of how he doesnt get y goldfarb gets away w/ all this shit!!!! b/c most guys dont...n i still dont get it lol....so neway.....today i'm outside w/ my boys lol n he passes me by n wants me to walk w/ him so i do for a bit then he wants to go to his car which is on madonna n im like "umm, i dont wanna walk that far, ttyl" lol except not in aol language n i walk away n he like grabs me, picks me up n im in midair squeeling lol n kicking my legsish (yes, i found out thats like an instinctual reaction or ive watched too many movies, either way, wat gives????) n like i'm assuming some of the ppl i was just in a gp w/ saw n then i decided fineeeeee ill walk lol so i do n i meet strange goldfarb friends lol (like i always do) n there was actually this nice kid ben n i really wanna wonder y he was being so nice lol n w/ him was this soph matt who was in my math class last yr n like wanted to pretend like he didnt know me lol n then i walked bak n we saw rafe n as we said goodbye so i could actually walk home w/ jav (although goldfarb offered me a ride lol) rafe says "so u 2 going out?" n goldfarb doesnt turn around or say nething but im like "nooo" lol n that was that.....n then i walked half way w/ roman n jav n walked home w/ jav n talked bout stuff like how jenny is going out w/ spencer? oy gavult i feel bad for her lol....n how hes dating a dominican republican chicky?? lol n yeh.....
oh, yeh, n i started school yesterday n fonarev cnt pronounce my name n in most of my classes r in alphabetal order so im neva nxt to anat but have like 5 classes w/ her n a few w/ netta n other kewl ppl n like 10 haah w/ drosin??? how odd lol n tv w/ jen strong n i hvnt talked to her in ages but thats ok b/c shes a kewl chick n its kewl that we have the class together b/c i really dont have ne other friends in it besides ayla who has other friends.....n stella should like have an affair w/ a calculator.....the TI 89's or w/e is the newest version!! lol n now i mmust sleeeeeeeeeeep b/c im tres tres tired lol n havta wake up early to shower in the mornin n look all pretty for pppl who don't care (ohhhh yeh, so list of ppl who fucking liked me at camp (or where theyre from neway to proove my point that no one in livingston likes me n i asked max last nite if he did b/c i felt brave n his answer was "i did like u but then i became friends w/ u n i dont wanna hurt the realationship" bullshit): texan, michigan kid (who i might have asked to be his g/f lol on myspace, but i think hes kidding? lol although hes awesome neway), floridian (b/c hannah finally told me he did!), mississippi kid (kid i went out w/ lol) n god knows who else b/c i was fucking hott shit!! lol n ive neva had that happen to me before n now i come bak here n its like, ummmm, oh vell, maybe nxt yr? god, wat gives in this town lol
well, on a good note, netta n ant (thanks u guys!) found us a fencing supervior teacher person who is the math teacher mr. hymen! lol niceee, math teachers r always kewl n quirky unless ur my math teacher lol
~Sammy