a painful email I got.
"you should just leave me alone. i can't live my life if you're in it. it just leaves me in this state of restlessness and paralysis, i can't do the things i need to do. i can't focus myself on anything but you and your problems. you're self destructive and you share that with the people that are close to you. i begged you not to move, if you didn't want to do this alone then you shouldn't have."