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[sammysamo]

ian is a selfish person and I wish that I had never met him. It has only fucked up my life to be envolved with him. I wish he'd move out and I would never have to see him again.

I miss my friends and at the same time, don't want to see anyone because I feel so stupid.

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[romonaquimby]

oh no :|
i hope you are okay sam.
if you need to talk i am here even if he is my best friend, i'm sure i know somewhat of how you feel.

[sammysamo]

I know that you know how I feel. I've gotten mad at him for ignoring you before. I just cant care anymore. He only cares about himself. and is only a good friend to anyone when it's easy.

[romonaquimby]

well just know that if you need to talk i'm here to listen. i really hope that this doesn't ruin new york for you.

[sammysamo]

i dont think it will ruin ny for me. It just means that I have to rethink how I will spend my time. I wont be relying on him any more.

[romonaquimby]

this made me think about a lot of friendship stuff, not just with him but some. and i really don't think i have any real friends anymore.

fuck relying on other people period.

[sammysamo]

im sorry. i think it's time for both of us to make some new friends. he and i got in the worst fight we've ever had last night when he came home. i told him that he was a horrible friend and it turned into a fist fight and it was awful. I have to be done with it.