he's back!
Duncan is home! Do any of you have any idea just how HAPPY I am right now?!?!?!!!! This is so great, my day just got like 1000 times better because I called him and talked to him for the first time in TWO months! He's probably thinking that Seattle has made me bonkers because I basically couldn't shut up and just kept talking, talking talking for almost an hour (he did talk too... stop laughing at me, you know who you are...). I warned him though, I haven't gotten to talk to him in so long and the fact that he's finally HOME again, yeah I gave him permission to tell me when to shut up because I will talk his ear off now that I don't have to worry about my phone cards running out. I'm hoping he'll call me too, because I haven't gotten a phone call from him in over 2 years, and that's just weird. He said he doesn't like to leave voicemails, but I would totally love it one day if I picked up my phone randomly while I'm at work to check on the time and then there's a voicemail message there from him saying something either totally cute/romantic or just totally random/insane that would make me laugh histerically and make my coworkers think I've lost my marbles. Knowing him, he'll probably do the latter if anything at all because he's not that comfortable or savvy with the sweet romantic talk on a voicemail. But I don't care, as long as he calls me at some point. I'm just happy the lines of verbal communication are open again! Email is good, but there is just something so connecting about hearing the voice of another person, especially the one who's voice makes you melt inside because you love them so much. God, I'm turning into a giddly little school girl again and I haven't even made it home to see him yet. I probably should warn my friends coming over for the party when I get home that I'm going to be like this for awhile. And Duncan can just deal with it too, because he's the one who chose to leave the country for 2+ years and leave me here to miss him like crazy, and now he's back and gets to deal with the repercussions of that, mainly me being a crazy-in-love person. Haha! Ahhh, man, the rest of the world just totally does not matter right now. I don't think that anything, not even thinking about all the stupid stuff going on in the rest of my life right now, could possibly make me feel bad at this particular moment. The next two weeks need to just go by so I can get on that plane, fly home, and finally hold my sweetheart in my arms again. :-D Ahh! Okay, I'm going to go take out positive energy on my apartment for a little while and then go shopping, and then over to hang out with my sister when she gets off work.