Rain with no sun..
Lately I look to everyone for advice and a smile. I find myself crying over nothing but everything all at once. No one is there to tell me if the things I am doing are right or wrong or if I am going to make it to where I want to be in life. No one is there to hold my hand anymore and help me take each step. I now have to do all of that and then some on my own. There is no one in my life who I feel complete happiness with. I try and find the good in others and in myself but I always miss the part about myself. Nothing I do anymore is ever right. I am on a one way path to failure and I don't know how to get on the other road to somewhere else. Why can't all of my questions be answered, why can't everything be perfect and god damnit why can't I be happy?