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[14 Jan 2007|03:48pm]
Things have been pretty dramatic and hectic and i'm just trying to not let it get to my head.
My uncle who lives in the town over has been in and out of the hospital because of his gallbladder and liver. I really hate hospitals they make me sick but i've been trying to visit as much as i can. i just feel so helpless... i wish there was something i could do.
all of this, has also caused family tension because relatives far away have come to visit and people fight naturally.
Boys, also confuse me. i dont knwo what to do... i sort of just want to stop seeing alex and travis-- for good. be alone for a while, or find somenoe else. its just too hard and i dont want to deal with it anymore.
also, i really want to redo/update my wardrobe...so if anyone has any good online shopping sites please do tell-- i'm trying to get my broken camera fixed too so i can have pic updates but who knows how long that will be... oh well.. tata for now! hahaha :-)
Things have been pretty dramatic and hectic and i'm just trying to not let it get to my head.
My uncle who lives in the town over has been in and out of the hospital because of his gallbladder and liver. I really hate hospitals they make me sick but i've been trying to visit as much as i can. i just feel so helpless... i wish there was something i could do.
all of this, has also caused family tension because relatives far away have come to visit and people fight naturally.
Boys, also confuse me. i dont knwo what to do... i sort of just want to stop seeing alex and travis-- for good. be alone for a while, or find somenoe else. its just too hard and i dont want to deal with it anymore.
also, i really want to redo/update my wardrobe...so if anyone has any good online shopping sites please do tell-- i'm trying to get my broken camera fixed too so i can have pic updates but who knows how long that will be... oh well.. tata for now! hahaha :-)