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Wow its just came to me why things are the way they are for me becuz im a fuck up god i hate my life so0o much right now idk its been a bad weekend so far and ever since mt parents got divored things have sucked and nothing is getting better and when eole tell me to kill my self i just want to get a knife and really do it becuz i feel like such shit and no one cares i have no one to turn to and it just sucks horrible and i wish things were different for me but they never will be becuz its me and nothing gets good for me maybe for like a sec. then it goes bad to shit it something does happen to me that is good i would be so0o happy but, y even think about it its not gunna happen! ugh! idk i guess i should just go i have nothing better to do ill prolly be home by myself till like 2 im the morning thats nothing new though so fuck it i could die and no one would care im going bye