Oct 05, 2004 22:09
Yes, i haven't updated sorry been bizzy...umm skool is gay i hate it i thought that my freshman year would be better then how its going but i thought wrong...As for homecomming im going but now w/ anyone becuz no one wanted to go w/ me i wonder y....hmm cuz no one likes me yes i kno....umm as for friends sorry andy about ur grandpa i still luv u so0o dont worry....umm britt go off grounding and its been fun....this week has been ok so0o far...tomarow i have a doctors appointment im prolly gettin the flu shot but i dont want the shot i wish there was an easier way....ummm but im still going to skool still like 5th or something idk i still have to check...me and drew go into a big fight lets not forget that as far as wuts going on between us there was never anything i dont even kno if were friends but i still want to be friends w/ him although im still badly scared from wut happened but wut r u gunna go he said he would call me tomarow w/ his answer about being friends still but idk i mean im not gunna force him to do anything....as of my life it sux and jessi told me some shit that i dont think it all true but some of it but w~e i really want a guy right now and i dont have one(wonder y?) i guess im gunna try and change again i need to chang some ways that i have but ya idk how to change cuz everytime i have tried it has gone wrong or people told me they didn't like me they way i was....and ya i might go to 6 flags on sunday w/ lauren and nicole that would be fun something to do and get my mind off other things so0o letz see if i can go....umm i cant think of anything more right now but, here britt i have updated byez!~