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ok well i havent written in forever but that is normal with me now adays...well newho there has been so much that is going on in my life....lets see...my mom doesnt trust me AT ALL i feel like i am five years old all over again....im fuckin 18 almost 19 i am old enough to move out and yet i cant even spend the night in my boyfriends arms without it being a problem...i mean seriously i slept on the floor and he slept on the couch if i really wanted to do nething with him i dont think that it would matter if i spent the night with him or not..give me a fucking break. and then there is all the being mad at me for stuff i dont do. i just cant deal with it and i know that i can move in with my brother if i really wanted to but idk i mean he is just starting his own life i dont need to be there to bother him at all....ugh what to do....
so today i got into a little argument with dominic and well i got a lot out and so did he and i think that is good....i have been having these random breakdowns lately about stupid things and to me not so stupid things. i just love knowing that i have someone there for me to cry to and talk to when everything isnt ok. i really need to call that doctor that i said i would because things are just getting to be too much for me. i cant do it nemore trying to fix it myself i need some help.
so i really have been realizing how much dominic means to me more than i already knew. if i didnt have him i think that i would be lost forever. he is my everything and i cant be with out him. i am so happy to be with him even tho sometimes i can be stupid and start petty little fights. but lately things have just gotten so much more passionate again. i love when he tells me how beautiful i look even when i feel like shit and i love that he does everything in the world to make me happy because he hates seeing me sad. i love when we are just standing and huggin and all of the sudden he will take my hands and start to dance with me even to no music at all,it feels like everyhing else is gone and it is just me and him dancing away all the bad things that are going on. i could go on forever but i wont...i just wish that i could prove how much i love him.
well i think that im done cuz i have too much to say for one entry and it really isnt that important neways...so to bed i go
i am out like a light...
<3 sammy lynn
so today i got into a little argument with dominic and well i got a lot out and so did he and i think that is good....i have been having these random breakdowns lately about stupid things and to me not so stupid things. i just love knowing that i have someone there for me to cry to and talk to when everything isnt ok. i really need to call that doctor that i said i would because things are just getting to be too much for me. i cant do it nemore trying to fix it myself i need some help.
so i really have been realizing how much dominic means to me more than i already knew. if i didnt have him i think that i would be lost forever. he is my everything and i cant be with out him. i am so happy to be with him even tho sometimes i can be stupid and start petty little fights. but lately things have just gotten so much more passionate again. i love when he tells me how beautiful i look even when i feel like shit and i love that he does everything in the world to make me happy because he hates seeing me sad. i love when we are just standing and huggin and all of the sudden he will take my hands and start to dance with me even to no music at all,it feels like everyhing else is gone and it is just me and him dancing away all the bad things that are going on. i could go on forever but i wont...i just wish that i could prove how much i love him.
well i think that im done cuz i have too much to say for one entry and it really isnt that important neways...so to bed i go
i am out like a light...
<3 sammy lynn