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today was an overall good day. woke up got ready went out to lunch with dominic then to get him sneakers and then to target and after that we went to the movies to see cheaper by the dozen 2 and that was a good movie. after that went to walgreens got some batteries so that i could play my nano and i think that i left that at dominics but im not sure lol. went back to doms and hung out for a lil bit. then he got ready took me to subway and then brought me home where i am now bored outta my mind. i so wish at times like these that i could go to canada with the rest of our friends. it really sucks that im not 19 and wont be for another 8 months. i feel so left out sometimes and i dont want to tell dominic cuz it makes him so sad to see me sad. i want him to go out and have a good time and not have to worry about whether i am happy or not. seeing him have a good time with friends makes me happy. ugh this is so stupid to be going on about. i am over it..
ok i need to get this out. i have been so emotional lately. idk why tho, i mean i have everything that neone could ask for:the perfect boyfriend, the best of friends, a good life. maybe it is the fact that i know i have something so perfect and im scared of it for some reason, could it be that i am afraid of something so good for once, but why shoudl i be so afraid, how do i tell what i am feeling i have no idea, i think it is just that i am not used to having someone care about me more than his own life and passions, i think i am not used to the fact that we are equals in everything. i love the fact that i have someone who sees me as the same person and we are so perfect for eachother. I FOUND MY ONE. the one that wants to be with me more than his best of friends, the one that comes to get me after he takes me home only two hours later and after a fight, the one who can tell what you are feeling, the one that cares about everything that you say even if you make an ass out of yourself, the one who takes everything that you do seriously and not as a joke, the one that makes you feel special even on your worst of days, the one that you know from the first day you met that you were in love with them, the one that stands by you for everything, the one that makes you feel beautiful even tho you look like shit, the one who whispers that he loves you in your ear, the one that loves watching you sleep,the one who thinks it is the most beautiful thing in the world,the one whos kisses make you melt every time, the one whos hug makes you feel safe from any harm, the one that will answer your call even if it is 2 in the morning just in case something is really wrong even if you just called to say i love you, the one you know that after you marry them nothing will ever change, the one that only thinks about you when you are not with him and he wishes you were, the one you cant get off your mind when you are not together even if you just left eachothers arms, the one who calls you just to make sure you are ok, the one who lets you tell your secrets to and you dont have to worry about them getting out to anyone else, the one that makes the worst of days the best of days with just a smile,the one who talks about you and only you to everyone,the one that you cant trust wont cheat on you when they go out with guys to drink, the one whos eyes you can stare in all day and night, the one that you want to fall asleep in their arms every night, THE ONE! i have my one i dont know what i am so worried about everything is so perfect i really have it all, this all just made me realize that, i think that was all i needed was just to type that all out. i finally realize that not every guy is a dick head like my ex and that dominic isnt going to hurt me or leave me for anyone else, he is mine bitches and no one will change that NO ONE !!!
well now that i got that out i guess i am just gunna go and listen to some music and do my sudoku puzzles and wait for dominic to call me.
i am out like a light. goodnight.<3
I LOVE HIM MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD!!!I LOVE YOU DOMINIC!!
**sammy lynn**
ok i need to get this out. i have been so emotional lately. idk why tho, i mean i have everything that neone could ask for:the perfect boyfriend, the best of friends, a good life. maybe it is the fact that i know i have something so perfect and im scared of it for some reason, could it be that i am afraid of something so good for once, but why shoudl i be so afraid, how do i tell what i am feeling i have no idea, i think it is just that i am not used to having someone care about me more than his own life and passions, i think i am not used to the fact that we are equals in everything. i love the fact that i have someone who sees me as the same person and we are so perfect for eachother. I FOUND MY ONE. the one that wants to be with me more than his best of friends, the one that comes to get me after he takes me home only two hours later and after a fight, the one who can tell what you are feeling, the one that cares about everything that you say even if you make an ass out of yourself, the one who takes everything that you do seriously and not as a joke, the one that makes you feel special even on your worst of days, the one that you know from the first day you met that you were in love with them, the one that stands by you for everything, the one that makes you feel beautiful even tho you look like shit, the one who whispers that he loves you in your ear, the one that loves watching you sleep,the one who thinks it is the most beautiful thing in the world,the one whos kisses make you melt every time, the one whos hug makes you feel safe from any harm, the one that will answer your call even if it is 2 in the morning just in case something is really wrong even if you just called to say i love you, the one you know that after you marry them nothing will ever change, the one that only thinks about you when you are not with him and he wishes you were, the one you cant get off your mind when you are not together even if you just left eachothers arms, the one who calls you just to make sure you are ok, the one who lets you tell your secrets to and you dont have to worry about them getting out to anyone else, the one that makes the worst of days the best of days with just a smile,the one who talks about you and only you to everyone,the one that you cant trust wont cheat on you when they go out with guys to drink, the one whos eyes you can stare in all day and night, the one that you want to fall asleep in their arms every night, THE ONE! i have my one i dont know what i am so worried about everything is so perfect i really have it all, this all just made me realize that, i think that was all i needed was just to type that all out. i finally realize that not every guy is a dick head like my ex and that dominic isnt going to hurt me or leave me for anyone else, he is mine bitches and no one will change that NO ONE !!!
well now that i got that out i guess i am just gunna go and listen to some music and do my sudoku puzzles and wait for dominic to call me.
i am out like a light. goodnight.<3
I LOVE HIM MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD!!!I LOVE YOU DOMINIC!!
**sammy lynn**