Jun 27, 2005 02:01
well
i havent written in forever so i think that i should update a lil
bit.....well lets see last monday did nothing tuesday went to my lil
sisters graduation and i have to say that their slideshow was ten times
better than my senior one and 10 year olds put theirs together, that is
pretty sad. wednesday who the hell knows lol prolly nothing...oh wait i
drove home from work and i turned left instead of right lol it was
really funny. thursday went shoppin and then i went to or was supposed
to go to thursday in the square but instead walked around downtown all
night, not that exciting! friday really didnt do nething did some
runnin around with dominic and that is about it.oh and we raced around
the "track" for about 20 mins, that was really fun. saturday went to a
wake ( not the best thing in the world but i am there for the ppl i
care about the most.) then went out to eat with dominic's family for
his cuz's graduation and then we went back to his house for a lil bit
and he gave me my graduation present. it was amaizing, a build-a-bear
named loganberry, pink red sox hat, oh and of course the ring. it is so
beautiful and he thinks i like hate it or somin but i love it. i
wouldnt trade it for the world. it is amaizing. i really am gunna marry
him i really am! dominic you really have out done yourself i dont know
what i did to deserve someone like you but i am sure glad that you are
mine and im not letting you go! after that we went moonlight bowling
with sammy and melinda and it was so much fun i enjoyed hangin out with
them so much, got home at 3 and went to bed. woke up and well it was
graduation. im not gunna lie but i was a lil bit nervous at first, but
once i was walkin across the stage it was like everything was starting
for me, things would be ok and everything would be fine. HIGH SCHOOL
was really the best 4 years of my life, i met the man of my dreams and
never knew it till now, made the best of friends, and lost some along
the way, basically i had the best time of my life and although i am
overjoyed to be leaving high school i am gunna miss it in so many ways
it isnt even funny. it hasnt actually hit me yet that i am finally
graduated. WOW!!!!
here are somethings i forgot to mention....
i
told my best friend we couldnt be friends anymore. idk if i will regret
it in the end or not but for right now i think that is the best thing.
even though he wants me to be happy i feel bad that i am and he isnt.
he doesnt hate the one that i love he wants to be friends, but i dont
see that happening, this was the best thing i think or atleast i hope,
i have someone so perfect for me and that i want to be with forever,
that i want to marry. i dont want to lose that EVER!
umm i got
NEMO from danielle or ELMO rather. haha i love it! danielle i <3 you
hehe i cant wait to we are finally sisters hehe.it is gunna be great.
i
got a huge thing of flowers for graduation from dave which i didnt
expect after everything that just happened. but they are beautiful.
from gail i got this cool memories box for pics and shit! just my thing! i love it.
from
my mommy & daddy i got a ring and a watch and a cute purse and
seaking of mom i have to tell her somin that i am fearing for my life
but it has to be done and it is gunna break her heart but i have to do
it. ugh.......baby i know you want me to tell her but you need to let
me just do it and stop tellin me that i have to because it is makin me
more nervous thinking about it cuz you have no idea how hard it is
gunna be because you can talk about that stuff with your parents and it
is just hard for me to do with mine.
ok well that is about it but i have to just add this.........
DOMINIC i
am so in love with you i have been for a long time now and these past
few months have been amaizing. honestly i dont know what i would do
without you i really dont. everyday brings on somin new, its like a
mystery waiting to be solved, you never know what you are gunna learn
or experience next. it is the best feeling in the world. like that rush
you get on a rollercoaster when you take that first big drop and your
stomach is all in knots and up in your chest. that is how i feel when i
am with you. its like a first date over and over again but i already
know so much about you i am just learning more and falling in love with
you more. baby you are the one that i want to be with forever and
always and i hope that you know that and i hope that you know i will
never leave you. and i will be by your side for everything whether it
is good or bad. I LOVE YOU AND I WILL MARRY YOU!
oh and by
the way dominic tonight was amaizing and yea well i am speechless and
im sry that i suffocated you hehe i didnt mean it. but yea lol........
well i am out!
CONGRATS C/O 2005...I <3 YOU!!!
....happy congratulations to you, happy congratulations to you........(lol lavs)
GOODNIGHT!!!!
i love you my old italian man!!!