Jun 09, 2005 22:49
ok so lets start off by saying i am in love with dominic klos and i forever will be.......
MONDAY...went
to school and like none was there lol but that is ok i learned lots of
things lol.....then dom came and got me and well we hung out for a bit
and then i had to go to work at the old/new store and of course i was
on register but then dominic came and got me and my night light up a
thousand times!!!and then that was the end of my day......lol
TUESDAY...school....then
dominic came and got me and we hung out for a bit and well then i had
to go to dinner for girlscouts with my mommy and after that we went and
bought new shoes and then i came home and i got to hang out with the
love of my life....lol..i love being with him......
WEDNESDAY...had
school.....found out some really bad news in parenting about someone's
father......then i didnt participate in physical education lol
ohwell.....then i got picked up by dominic and we came to my house and
i did some quick chores and then we went and bought me some new work
pants that are friggin amaizing lol...then we went and got danielle and
then emily and after that i had to go to work ....i dont like it there
so much i mean yea im home but its just not the same as 834 i miss it
there....i really do....ohwell there aint nothing that i can
do.....neways then dom came and got me and took me home!!and then later
at night we were online and then i put up an away message and ohboy did
that set some things off...we got into a huge fight and there were
tears and hanging up on eachother. baby i love you and im not gunna
leave you for him ever i want to be with you forever there is nothing
that can change that. and i know how bad you want me to not be friends
with him but that isnt fair i never asked you to give up any of your
friends for me....i know it hurts you and i hate hurting you but the
fact that you gave me and ultimatum(sp) kinda hurts me....i know that
you think he will put things in my head and i will change my mind about
you but i wont there is nothing that could keep me from loving you
...NOTHING.....just please let me try to make this work i know you dont
think i need him in my life but he is still a friend to me......just
please give it a bit more time....i talked to my mom and she thinks
that i should be able to be friends with who ever and honestly baby i
dont want to lose you because of him but i hate that i always have to
pick....im not asking you to like him or be friends with him...and i
know that you are only looking out for me but i am a big girl and if i
sense anymore wrong i am out of the friendship with him...this prolly
all doesnt make sense but im trying the best that i can to say what is
on my mind to you.......after all that i tried to study for economics
but i just couldnt.....so i went to bed....
THURSDAY.....school....first
part of economics exam....started parenting essay.....which is really
gay but ohwell.....then in french i played boce ball well not really i
watched ppl play it lol.......then my last day of chorus ever and lets
just say that there was some crying going on......i am gunna miss
jackie and juliane and everyone else..*TEAR*..."SAYING GOODBYE"...then
english did nothing and then dom came and got me and we came back to my
house before i had to go to the dentist which i didnt
like........neways after that i couldnt feel my face and i felt like i
was drooling on myself i was so numb lol.....then dominic took me out
for dinner and then we were gunna watch the notebook but we went to
target and to get my pictures instead...then we just went and layed
down and then we watched the lightening with my dad and now here i
am...wanting to be with dom but i cant.....
TOMORROW.....
LAST DAY OF SCHOOL......CONGRATS CLASS OF 2005 I AM REALLY GUNNA MISS YOU ALL IT HAS BEEN A BLAST...I HEART YOU!!!!!!!!!
WELL GOODNIGHT ...
I LOVE YOU BABY.....ALWAYS AND FOREVER........
Can this be true?
Tell me can this be real?
How can I put into words what I feel?
My life was complete
I thought I was whole
Why do I feel like I'm losing control?
Never thought that love could feel like this
And you changed my world with just one kiss
How can it be that right here with me
There's an angel
It's a miracle
Your love is like a river,
Peaceful and deep
Your soul is like a secret that I never could keep
When I look into your eyes
I know that it's true,
God must have spent a little more time on you
In all of creations all things great and small
You are the one that surpasses them all
More precious than any diamond or pearl
They broke the mold when you came in this world
And I'm trying hard to figure out
Just how I ever did without
The warmth of your smile
The heart of a child
That's deep inside
Makes me purified
Your love is like a river,
Peaceful and deep
Your soul is like a secret that I never could keep
When I look into your eyes
I know that its true,
God must have spent a little more time on you
Never thought that love could feel like this
And you changed my world with just one kiss
How can it be that right here with me?
There's an angel
It's a miracle
Your love is like a river,
Peaceful and deep
Your soul is like a secret that I never could keep
When I look into your eyes
I know that its true,
God must have spent a little more time on you
God must have spent a little more time...
On you