Jun 02, 2005 00:46
today
was an alright day i guess.....first i failed my economics quiz
ooopppsss....then i went to parenting and watched the weirdest movie of
my life....then i went and took my french oral (can we say disaster)
lol then i went out with dominic and i got a bagel and boy was it yummy
lol....after that i had french class and then chorus where i had
another exam and i prolly didnt do so well on that either lol ohwell
its only chorus....lol then there was english and we had a sub but it
wasnt that bad i guess.....then dom came and got me from school and
well things were so great after school just being with him...i love it
...i love every minute that i spend with him....i wouldnt trade it for
anything.....but then time ran out and i had to work and i was only
supposed to work until like 8 but no someone had to call in so i was
there until 915....and then well things were good after work i got to
see the love of my life and we went and sat on my porch but then i got
a phone call and things just went down hill from there....baby i am so
sry for all of this i dont want you to think that you are my rebound
cuz your not....honestly i have always been in love with you and i was
just afraid to admit it...i was afraid of somin good i was afraid to
let you know what i really felt inside. i was just afraid to have somin
good....baby things are amaizing right now...you really are that
special one...and all the ppl in the world can try and make me change
my mind about you but i wont....my family really likes you and that is
one step up from someone else....and you wont be leaving this family ne
time soon i promise you that ...i cant even explain to you in words the
love that i have for you ...it is unlike nething i have ever felt...i
mean to fall in love with you in less than 2 months is crazy...so this
must really mean somin. i know that i have loved you for four years i
just never knew how much until now...when i was crying tonight it wasnt
because i was upset(well some of it was), it was because i am realizing
how much i am in love with you and how serious about you i am....i dont
ever want to lose you and i pray to god that i never will.....i found
that one i thought i did before but i was wrong....you really are that
one special person for me...ok i have to stop writing for now before i
start crying all over again...baby i am sry about everything tonight
and you had every right to say what you feel no need to be sry for
nething....i love you babydoll i really do....i hope that we are
together forever.....
In the calling out to one another
Of the lovers up and down the strand
In the sound of the waves and the cries
Of the seagulls circling the sand
In the fragments of the songs
Carried down the wind from some radio
In the murmuring of the city in the distance
Ominous and low
I hear the sound of the world where we played
And the far too simple beauty
Of the promises we made
If you ever need holding
Call my name, I'll be there
If you ever need holding
And no holding back, I'll see you through
Sky blue and black
Where the touch of the lover ends
And the soul of the friend begins
There's a need to be separate and a need to be one
And a struggle neither wins
Where you gave me the world I was in
And a place I could make a stand
I could never see how you doubted me
When I'd let go of your hand
Yeah, and I was much younger then
And I must have thought that I would know
If things were going to end
And the heavens were rolling
Like a wheel on a track
And our sky was unfolding
And it'll never fold back
Sky blue and black
And I'd have fought the world for you
If I thought that you wanted me to
Or put aside what was true or untrue
If I'd known that's what you needed
What you needed me to do
But the moment has passed by me now
To have put away my pride
And just come through for you somehow
If you ever need holding
Call my name, I'll be there
If you ever need holding
And no holding back, I'll see you through
You're the color of the sky
Reflected in each store-front window pane
You're the whispering and the sighing
Of my tires in the rain
You're the hidden cost and the thing that's lost
In everything I do
Yeah and I'll never stop looking for you
In the sunlight and the shadows
And the faces on the avenue
That's the way love is
That's the way love is
That's the way love is
SKY BLUE AND BLACK
I LOVE YOU DOMINIC JOSEPH KLOS