Dec 30, 2004 21:39
Today started off going to Emilys house. We started off walking. We walked to BHS. From there- we talked. We talked about everything. Everything that has been going on. Everything that has happend. It took a lot of guts for Emily too bring up the stuff she did. I think we were brave for talking about all of it. I told her some of my secrets and how I felt and she certainly told me how she felt. It still feels like a dream- our conversations. It was a feeling of releif but at the same time a feeling of guilt. I still don't know what too think about this. Im so glad that we got it out, but there is still something there that needs to be said. Im not sure what it is. All I could do was agree with her. I just need to say Im sorry. Im sorry for all the little things that I say. Im sorry. I can't believe I did that.
Apology excepted?