Dead.

[sammy6747]

I wish i could really write and describe exactly how i feel. When ever i try it just comes out as a bunch of rubbish that i'm sure wouldn't make any sence. I'm cranky, and tired. But i'm cranky and tired all of the time now. I could sleep for days and still wake up with no energry. I feel like everything is trying to move to fast and i'm running and running to catch up but i just keep falling short. Work has been hell. Complaining about it has just annoyed every person around me. I can't help it though. I don't do anything else. I go to work, i sleep. I don't even take the time to eat anymore. I'm sad all the time. I wish i wasn't like this. I wish i had energy to do things. I want to run around and play soccer, and go to the park and do all those things. I just. I don't want too. I'm too tired. I feel so pathetic. I am pathetic.

I don't wanna do this anymore.
I wanna give up.
And i feel that happening very soon.