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Kelsey IMed me last night with a boy issue of hers. She's never really had a male issue to deal with, so I was more than happy to help her. It was flattering to know that Kelsey and I aren't even that close of friends and she decided to come to me for advice.
I also talked to Jamie last night about her growing attraction towards Bryan.
Bryan likes Jamie. They've both come to me to tell me this. Although I've talked to Bryan more than Jamie about it.
Andrew likes Maggie.
Erik thinks he likes Elsie.
I'm trying to make each relationship work.
I feel like I should be coming out with a book for men on how to get to know women. They're coming to me; they're absolutely clueless on what to do. No, its not just one boy. In the past day I've talked to all three of these guys because they're desperate for help. Who would've thought?
Since when did I turn into this "super-friend"?
I have no idea.
I just see how badly these guys want these girls, and I'm crossing my fingers that someone thinks of me in that way. I want to be at the height of attraction with someone. Oh god. Isn't that just the best feeling. I want to try to go to sleep, but secretly know that I wouldn't be able to because I'd be thinking about that one person too much. I want to have a two hour conversation with someone on the phone and then see them in real life and kiss them. Deeply. I want a deep kiss that takes my breath away. But I want it to mean something.
I need someone deep. Someone that goes beyond high school nonsense, someone that isn't afraid to put life into perspective.
It's a shame that I'm surrounded by all of this attraction...I'm stuck in the middle of this mess. I never knew how much I would get into these intense feelings.
I guess it's a good idea to steer clear of my emotions around them and just try to help them out. Thank god I have this journal, so I can actually write how I feel.
I also talked to Jamie last night about her growing attraction towards Bryan.
Bryan likes Jamie. They've both come to me to tell me this. Although I've talked to Bryan more than Jamie about it.
Andrew likes Maggie.
Erik thinks he likes Elsie.
I'm trying to make each relationship work.
I feel like I should be coming out with a book for men on how to get to know women. They're coming to me; they're absolutely clueless on what to do. No, its not just one boy. In the past day I've talked to all three of these guys because they're desperate for help. Who would've thought?
Since when did I turn into this "super-friend"?
I have no idea.
I just see how badly these guys want these girls, and I'm crossing my fingers that someone thinks of me in that way. I want to be at the height of attraction with someone. Oh god. Isn't that just the best feeling. I want to try to go to sleep, but secretly know that I wouldn't be able to because I'd be thinking about that one person too much. I want to have a two hour conversation with someone on the phone and then see them in real life and kiss them. Deeply. I want a deep kiss that takes my breath away. But I want it to mean something.
I need someone deep. Someone that goes beyond high school nonsense, someone that isn't afraid to put life into perspective.
It's a shame that I'm surrounded by all of this attraction...I'm stuck in the middle of this mess. I never knew how much I would get into these intense feelings.
I guess it's a good idea to steer clear of my emotions around them and just try to help them out. Thank god I have this journal, so I can actually write how I feel.