I dont want to
I dont want to be writing an entry.
I really dont. So yet, why am I here typing this?
Eh...Im not so sure.
Its not like anything interesting has happend to me.
So...lets start at xmas.
Or no...the day before xmas.
So I went to amesbury the day before xmas eve, gave pat and trevor their xmas present. Just basicly hung around there. Had another attack of crazy on dan. I swear that boy takes more abuse from me. Moving on, so basicly hung around there with Pat and Jess (trevor left to go to matts house). So then we called up James and went to Friendlys. No, i didnt buy him ice cream, although it was hard to resist...NAHHT!
So, pat had to go do this church thing. So we did...lameness.
Moving on, so then we got back to pats house, and patt and jess were being all cute like. Ick. It only made me want to cry a little, becuase seeing them being all happy, and in love just made me really really upset. So I called trevor and tried to make him come home. I wanted to call James but he said he was probably going to go hang out with Dan and Blondie when they got back...wait...why didnt I call them? That was dumb of me. So trevor came back, only he brought Matt and Andrew. Eh....We went to the mall..but pat and jess couldnt come. I wasnt to happy about that. So..we came back home and then andrew and matt left, and then jess did. So I decided to sleep over. But I didnt sleep. Me and trevor were up all night talking. <3
So I came home the next morning, and did some stuff around the house, and then erica came over!! Whoo hoo! We then went to my grandparents house and did the whole xmas eve thing. There was a lot of singing. I hope she liked it. I did, it was nice to have someone my age there with me. It was fun. So then we came home...very late mind you, and then we to see the lights with ryan jeff and mike. I missed ryan. So then thats it, xmas eve was over. Sad. Oh no...then I talked on the phone with pat and he read me the polar express as per usual on xmas eve. I love him.
So xmas day We woke up and did the present thing. That was fun. Got lots of fun things. Then I went to my memes house and ate yummy food and played piano with my grandfather. Then we came home and i saw CJ, and he got me the most wonderful xmas present like ever. It was very cute. Then I went to my grandparents house again, and I saw my counsins alex and andrew for the first time in like ever, and that made me uber uber happy. EEKKK!!! Yay! So then there was a lot of singing again, but there was this one moment that Id like to point out...
.....My Papa was kinda worn out and tired and really was fed up with people (family issues). I was sitting in the living room, alone, playing and singing piano to myself. So I started to sing Amazing Grace. This is my papas favorite song. So Im playing it and I start to hear this low singing noice, and I see its my papa, so I stop. But he tells me to keep going. So I do, and we're singing together. Then I hear two other voices join in, its my grammy and my mom. My mom sits next to me and sings soprano with me, and my papa of course takes the bass, and my grammy takes the alto. I dunno, it was a really nice moment. Soon enough, most of the family moved into the room to see all the singing. Everyone stoped their bickering and freaking out to sing/listen to amazing grace. Maybe there is a God. When the song was done you could hear...or I could, because it was said very quietly my papa whisper "amen". So, its moment like that, that make me think twice about God. Or...gives me faith in family again. For the rest of thing night people were in and out of the room, singing, listening. But always in the back was my papa, listeing and singing. Not loudly, but I could hear him ....
And thats all I have to say about xmas day.
Oh geeze..I dont really remeber what else I did. Umm...basicly just hung out with friends. Umm...thursday I went to amesbury again. Most of the time I wasnt in a very good mood. Pat was there, and Trevor, Jess, Jess, Ally, George, Me, James, Blondie and Dan. Seeing Blondie again made me smile, I annoy the hell outta him, but I dunno, hes such a nice kid. I of course was happy to see my BFFL pat, and I missed James very much. But I was kind of a bitch to dan the whole time. I kept trying to do things to show him I really didnt hate him, but just didnt know how to handel my emotiions, like put on "No Rain" in the car, or listen to the melrose song...and I gave him his xmas present, and the longest hug ever. But I dont really know. I talked to him on the phone last night, and things seemed fine. that kid takes so much crap from me.
Anyway, yesterday was Ians xmas party. It was great to see everyone again.
Alright I need to stop mopeing and go bug liz. Even though I saw all my friends yertday, I miss them so much.
Adios.
I really dont. So yet, why am I here typing this?
Eh...Im not so sure.
Its not like anything interesting has happend to me.
So...lets start at xmas.
Or no...the day before xmas.
So I went to amesbury the day before xmas eve, gave pat and trevor their xmas present. Just basicly hung around there. Had another attack of crazy on dan. I swear that boy takes more abuse from me. Moving on, so basicly hung around there with Pat and Jess (trevor left to go to matts house). So then we called up James and went to Friendlys. No, i didnt buy him ice cream, although it was hard to resist...NAHHT!
So, pat had to go do this church thing. So we did...lameness.
Moving on, so then we got back to pats house, and patt and jess were being all cute like. Ick. It only made me want to cry a little, becuase seeing them being all happy, and in love just made me really really upset. So I called trevor and tried to make him come home. I wanted to call James but he said he was probably going to go hang out with Dan and Blondie when they got back...wait...why didnt I call them? That was dumb of me. So trevor came back, only he brought Matt and Andrew. Eh....We went to the mall..but pat and jess couldnt come. I wasnt to happy about that. So..we came back home and then andrew and matt left, and then jess did. So I decided to sleep over. But I didnt sleep. Me and trevor were up all night talking. <3
So I came home the next morning, and did some stuff around the house, and then erica came over!! Whoo hoo! We then went to my grandparents house and did the whole xmas eve thing. There was a lot of singing. I hope she liked it. I did, it was nice to have someone my age there with me. It was fun. So then we came home...very late mind you, and then we to see the lights with ryan jeff and mike. I missed ryan. So then thats it, xmas eve was over. Sad. Oh no...then I talked on the phone with pat and he read me the polar express as per usual on xmas eve. I love him.
So xmas day We woke up and did the present thing. That was fun. Got lots of fun things. Then I went to my memes house and ate yummy food and played piano with my grandfather. Then we came home and i saw CJ, and he got me the most wonderful xmas present like ever. It was very cute. Then I went to my grandparents house again, and I saw my counsins alex and andrew for the first time in like ever, and that made me uber uber happy. EEKKK!!! Yay! So then there was a lot of singing again, but there was this one moment that Id like to point out...
.....My Papa was kinda worn out and tired and really was fed up with people (family issues). I was sitting in the living room, alone, playing and singing piano to myself. So I started to sing Amazing Grace. This is my papas favorite song. So Im playing it and I start to hear this low singing noice, and I see its my papa, so I stop. But he tells me to keep going. So I do, and we're singing together. Then I hear two other voices join in, its my grammy and my mom. My mom sits next to me and sings soprano with me, and my papa of course takes the bass, and my grammy takes the alto. I dunno, it was a really nice moment. Soon enough, most of the family moved into the room to see all the singing. Everyone stoped their bickering and freaking out to sing/listen to amazing grace. Maybe there is a God. When the song was done you could hear...or I could, because it was said very quietly my papa whisper "amen". So, its moment like that, that make me think twice about God. Or...gives me faith in family again. For the rest of thing night people were in and out of the room, singing, listening. But always in the back was my papa, listeing and singing. Not loudly, but I could hear him ....
And thats all I have to say about xmas day.
Oh geeze..I dont really remeber what else I did. Umm...basicly just hung out with friends. Umm...thursday I went to amesbury again. Most of the time I wasnt in a very good mood. Pat was there, and Trevor, Jess, Jess, Ally, George, Me, James, Blondie and Dan. Seeing Blondie again made me smile, I annoy the hell outta him, but I dunno, hes such a nice kid. I of course was happy to see my BFFL pat, and I missed James very much. But I was kind of a bitch to dan the whole time. I kept trying to do things to show him I really didnt hate him, but just didnt know how to handel my emotiions, like put on "No Rain" in the car, or listen to the melrose song...and I gave him his xmas present, and the longest hug ever. But I dont really know. I talked to him on the phone last night, and things seemed fine. that kid takes so much crap from me.
Anyway, yesterday was Ians xmas party. It was great to see everyone again.
Alright I need to stop mopeing and go bug liz. Even though I saw all my friends yertday, I miss them so much.
Adios.