My life.
So I have been thinking lately, if you could describe my life with two words what would they be?
Anyone have any input? No?
Well I have decided, that the two words that best describe my life are "Awful Beautiful"
And i love this Awful Beautiful life.
So Im at one of those point again in my life, where...well actually no, Iv never really been at a point like this before.
Im either super super happy, and everything is going my way, and I mean everything.
Either that, or Im super down, and I pretty much hate everything.
There really is no "in between"
Well not untill now. Sure things still go wrong, and sure there are times when Im sad. I mean, I cant honestly say my life is perfect, because if I was, I wouldnt look in the mirrior, and hate the way I look.
No, i dont hate it. I just dislike it and want to change it.
I dont hate the way I look, i just want to be more in shape.
The point I'm trying to make here is this, I love my life. I do, I honestly do. Things go wrong, I have good days and bad, but at the end of the day, I have everything I could ever need. I dont do all that terrible in school, and I know I could do well if I tried. I have the best set of friends anyone could ever ask for. I have a job, and my license, I have a good family, and a house to live in. Its all there.
Granted, things with friends arnt perfect, and some of them live way to far away, I need to try better in school, Im kinda lazy, my job takes up way to much time Id like to be doing something else, I dont actually have a car, and my family gets me really mad sometimes...but thats the thing. Nothing can be perfect all the time, and maybe thats what Iv come to accept.
One thing I really do wish I could change however, is that Im not anywhere near close enough to one of my best friends. I hate being so far away, when I someone I love is hurting. I wish I could be there for Pat, to give him a great big hug, because I know what its like to loose someone you love, and the second my parents let me drive on the highway, I'm going to see him.
But overall, I do love my life.
I love where its going
I love what I have
I love who I have
and I may not love who I am
but I dont really hate it.
Anyone have any input? No?
Well I have decided, that the two words that best describe my life are "Awful Beautiful"
And i love this Awful Beautiful life.
So Im at one of those point again in my life, where...well actually no, Iv never really been at a point like this before.
Im either super super happy, and everything is going my way, and I mean everything.
Either that, or Im super down, and I pretty much hate everything.
There really is no "in between"
Well not untill now. Sure things still go wrong, and sure there are times when Im sad. I mean, I cant honestly say my life is perfect, because if I was, I wouldnt look in the mirrior, and hate the way I look.
No, i dont hate it. I just dislike it and want to change it.
I dont hate the way I look, i just want to be more in shape.
The point I'm trying to make here is this, I love my life. I do, I honestly do. Things go wrong, I have good days and bad, but at the end of the day, I have everything I could ever need. I dont do all that terrible in school, and I know I could do well if I tried. I have the best set of friends anyone could ever ask for. I have a job, and my license, I have a good family, and a house to live in. Its all there.
Granted, things with friends arnt perfect, and some of them live way to far away, I need to try better in school, Im kinda lazy, my job takes up way to much time Id like to be doing something else, I dont actually have a car, and my family gets me really mad sometimes...but thats the thing. Nothing can be perfect all the time, and maybe thats what Iv come to accept.
One thing I really do wish I could change however, is that Im not anywhere near close enough to one of my best friends. I hate being so far away, when I someone I love is hurting. I wish I could be there for Pat, to give him a great big hug, because I know what its like to loose someone you love, and the second my parents let me drive on the highway, I'm going to see him.
But overall, I do love my life.
I love where its going
I love what I have
I love who I have
and I may not love who I am
but I dont really hate it.