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[sammy162022]

So my dad called last night. Thats when it really set in. He left me a message saying good luck on my first day of college, and to have one of my roommates take a first day of school picture, like he always used to do for me. That was okay, it didn't make me that upset, but when he called this morning and joked that I should have come home to do my first day of school picture with Chris, I started crying. I miss my brother so much. I miss my family and I miss the predictability of the high school. I know that by saying what I am going to say next I am going to be doing exactly what every other WHS graduate does after leaving, but seniors, I hope you think about this. One year from today you will be starting a new life. It will be absolutely terrifying and wonderful at the same time. I've been here for a little over two weeks now and I feel comfortable around campus and happy with my friends, but little things like missing before school pictures with my brother can make me melt into a pile of sobbing Sam. haha. but really it is the little things that you will really miss, so as crazy as it might sound, take some time to breathe look around you, discover who you are and who are your real friends who you will stay in touch withe next year, lean on others, let others lean on you and make fun of Sam for updating with such a lame entry.

P.S. my friend Jeff says hi to everyone reading this as he sits in my doorway watching me type. =)

love you guys lots, I get my actual laptop realllly soon so I'll finally stop borrowing my roommates and I'll be online all the time.
♥