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i want to run a marathon(: ahah
i mean like train for it (perhaps not full swing) and run.. ? ahah. i think it takes alot, to complete a marathon. 42.195km.. just imagine. nope, cant really imagine. people say its a great opportunity to have a long conversation with God, plus it really trains ur mental strength, and physically you definitely become stronger i guess? i want to become fit again(: to be able to run carrying the adrenaline all around and it makes everything better and its just a great feeling like my first love. alright second swimming was the first.
i like swimming but i dont wanna get more muscular arms how contradictory hahaha
i feel so happy deleting files containing like "prelim answers" in the title etcetc.. haha but i dont think i should let my brain rot away fully like that i shall do something productive soon :)
oh i did the globe jigsaw puzzle but its not very round ): i wish i could make it rounder i shall slowly try my best to make it rounder and fix the top piece (: how cool i rmb how i used to just sit there fixing jigsaw puzzles since i was a kid we would do it together as a family and frame it.. i still have different jigsaws (like the seven princesses/snow white ones) all around the house its nice i want my family to be like that next time
neighbour came over today for myhope very simple dinner(: and they brought over chocolate stuffies from chocolateworld i think it is really yummy there's this darkchoc thing i dont know what its called but its yummy and i feel like eating cheesecake again i am so unhealthy this is not good i survive on junk
i feel like my life story is like a movie and occasionally ill replay it in my head and entertain myself. 2008 has been an exciting year.. i would never be where i am today without God,without my family and without my friends.(: i guess so many wonderful things have happened this year.. things i never ever expected. cross/studies/church/etc shall take time to reflect soon. i haven had my time up at the macritchie thing which i wanted to for a longtime now or at the beach.. hee. reminds me of kusu island. sitting by the beach for hours makes me contented. :D
one thing ive learnt is to relinquish our rights. but its difficult. its so easy to fight for my own rights all the time but instead we should thank God for what we have/what he has given ahah we have no rights, actually. sometimes what people say makes sense but you just refuse to listen/dont like what you're listening/ just want to live in self-denial ahaha
this is rather disjointed i guess i am a rather disjointed person i guess i shouldnt guess so much hehehe