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[sammiemay]

Sometimes I wonder if
I am as transparent as
I feel...if I am as
obvious as I think
I am...because here,
is my heart...like a
package containing
everything...my feelings
and emotions...my
fascination and heartache...
all the words I wish I
could say...but can't,
and even if I could...
should I? You...can you
see right through me...
can you see me, guards down,
mask off...can you see me?
Am I transparent...am I
obvious...can you see my
heart right there in front
of you containing EVERYTHING...
everything...everything...
and do you know, even without
me saying them, do you know
the words that run through
my mind, that scream out my
silent secret...that consume
my dreams...and...do you even
care?