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It's starting to become real that Chris is going away to school soon. I mean, it's in five months, but still, time with him always goes so fast. He's my other half and he's always there for me when I need him and when he's going to be 80+ miles away, who's going to hold me on a Wednesday night when I just can't bare the ways things are? Phone calls will cost too much because I can't pick up the phone and be like "I have to tell you about my day, see you in a few" and then drive to his house and spend the next hour telling the funny things, the bad things and the okay things about our day. It's not going to be the same and I don't want him to be so far away from me. I know I'll be fine and it's just going to take time to adjust to him not being there as often, I just don't want to. And then who's going to hold him and play with his hair and his ear lobe when he breaks down because he carry's too much weight on his shoulders. Who's going to be there to make sure he has everything he needs at his bedside when he's not feeling good?
POOP! I don't want him to go. I guess I'll worry more about this when it's like... July. in the mean time, my other half is still here in Royal Oak less than 3 miles away and I'm going to see him!
POOP! I don't want him to go. I guess I'll worry more about this when it's like... July. in the mean time, my other half is still here in Royal Oak less than 3 miles away and I'm going to see him!