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Dec 12, 2005 00:54

I need to write this merely for the sake of getting it out of my head. There is this certain individual that I really used to enjoy spending time with, then I made a HUGE mistake followed by a thousand more and now .. well it's just the way it is. And lately, for whatever reason, I've been thinking about "old times" at night during my "thinking time" or whatever the hell you call it when you're laying in bed before you fall alseep. But it just bothers me that I no longer have a friend that I am that close with. I have Chris, Heather and Stephanie.. but sometimes I just wish I had that particular individual back. Well, I just flat out wish I would have left it where I originally wanted it to stay because I know to this day, I would still have that amazing friendship that got ruined by some things that could have easily been avoided.

Anyway... I feel better and if anyone wants to know who this is that I'm talking about... I won't tell because this is a personal thought so therefore I'm leaving it annonymous. I left it to where it can descibe quite a few people... on purpose
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