Why today/tonight was atypical and how I felt about it

Apr 02, 2006 00:02

1. The only thing I worked on today was a poster about autism. It depressed me.
2. I got a good amount of money from Villanova. I don't want to go there. I felt guilty.
3. I lost my sister in the mall. For 30 minutes. I was about to get help from security when she came along. That stressed me.
4. I said "hell" and "fucking" angrily to my sister for scaring me. That made me feel explosive.
5. I ran through a deep puddle entering Dedham center, blinding me for a few seconds. That scared me. A ton.
6. Dinner took way too long. That frustrated me.
7. I hit a deer on my way home. That made me feel irresponsible, vulnerable, and guilty.
8. I was reminded of past frustrations while in Norwood. That made me frustrated, disappointed, and sad.

I guess I was due for a lousy day. Pretty interesting that a year ago today Jessie's car (driven by Mike) struck a deer. That's like Twilight Zone-y, yes? Tomorrow should be better...I'll be seeing the X play with mommy and reading Pride and Prejudice. That's all. Furthermore, April vacation is fast approaching and that is beyond promising. Now, time for Sex and the City, always a pick-me-upper.

Muah.
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