Nov 18, 2004 23:48
yea so i'm definately single. it's all good though it was a totally mutual breakup. I don't know why it happened exactly but Eric and I both decided that we're better friends. It's totally cool though cuz we still get along and we're still talking and joking so it's not weird at all, he's a good guy so i'm sure we'll still hang out and stuff... plus he only lives like 2 streets over. I'll admit I was really happy and this is a small downfall but to look at the bright side of things (which is always the best thing to do) he really taught me how to be happy and showed me that it's ok to be myself... so I guess something good came out of it, and a good friend also... *Eric you're awesome... good friendships can never be broken*
Speaking of good friendships... Jam and I are officially 10 years of friendship this month... it's so awesome she's the best and I really miss her. I haven't been back to the house since I've been with my mom which is really sad cuz I miss having our late night talks. She knows I love her though and I'm gonna have to go there soon to get my stuffs so then things can go back to normal with me and her and be as cool as always.
Chelsea stopped by today before work. She was in an exceptionally awesome mood today... which is a BIG plus considering her situation right now... so PROPS TO CHELSEA! she also helped me find the bright side in Eric too so yay!
ALSO, since I know you all love to hear about my life... I finally called that guy from the party store. He's so nice! we talked for like a half hour about a few things so we're gonna hang out soon.
AND I hung out with Nicholas after school (he's the pretty one), I brought him his homework since he left early... little brat. and since he's also cool I'm gonna hang out with him more too.
Eric that lives in florida now is callin me more. I miss him so much he used to come over to my house every night with ryan and play spades and crash on my couch. I could call him at anytime and he'd come over... he was like my best guy friend comforter (besides ronny of course)... he was just there for me all the time. He would be at my house even when I wasn't there and talk to my parents and wait for me to come home and take me everywhere with him. It sucks that he lives in Florida... I wanna go visit him really bad. Hopefully I will this summer cuz he's such a good friend to me now I didn't even know I missed him this much 'till this past week we were talking.