Feb 24, 2005 22:03
Just bend the pieces ‘till they fit
Like they were made for it
But, they weren’t meant for this
No, they weren’t meant for this
Hola, there. Whats goin on with me? Hmmm well tonight didn't go as well as i wanted it to. Lets just say, i'm very FRUSTERATED with my bating. (softball) It was the biggest mistake takin a year off. And the thing is, one of the reason's i did was because i was with a guy that i cared for more than anything in the world, i guess i didn't relize that he would leave me. I'm doin good tho. I don't think about him anymore. He is happy and i'm happy for him. I wish the best for him. And i hope for the best in me. I've been thinkin about life alot. What i want outta it?
Tonight i was pissed off and my mom made me laugh. I LOVE HER. she turns things into something so much more. she is my best friend. when i grow to be older i can only hope to amout to her. Her and i had a big coversation last night about every thing in the world. i told her my random thoughts on the world...
why can one person buy a 30 dollar bottal of shampo and another not even having a bar of soap? is this what this world amounts to?
why do people just settle for less when they can have so much more if they just try?
why can one person turn someone else life upside down?
how do you get so lonely that you take the matter of life and death into your own hands?
is there really only one person in this world for you? and if so how do you kno when you find them?
its soo amazing how wires can make electricity...lol
where does all that garage sale stuff really go? the dump?
well these are thing that i think about all the time and there is more and more that come every day. if you could fix one thing in the world, what would it be? for me it would be all the money going to the famous people. i dont realy think its nessicary to have someone wait on you 24/7 when another person doesnt even have a home to live in.
and loving wishes for your happiness, now and allways- because your the person who means so much. may warm memories greet you not with anger and sadness but with joyce and love.