things come together and fall apart...
well...im home from camp.
i miss it terribly.
but i guess in a way i am happy im back.
theres ups and downs to everything.
not many people understand the magic that is billings.
no matter how hard i try to recreate.
so im def moving..aug 13. not far..still springs. itll be ok.
things con gustavo...uh...i dont even know.
some friends im so happy to see...others i think forgot i existed while i was gone or our friendship just isnt there anymore i dunno..
ex: tonight in the begginning of the week someone (i wont say names) asked me if id do somthin thurs nite....aka tonight. well he totally forgot i guess. w/e
my bros movin back down...im kinda glad :) hes gettin an apt.
school starts in like a week...nervous...excited...i dunno what emotion im feeling.
band camp is right now. its not as bad as i anticipated. lol.
orlando this weekend...with my mom. so..not as fun as i wud want. as much as i love her..i can only have so much fun with people not my age.
dc next weekend. with the padre and his family. well see how that goes.
i dont really know what to feel..its not happy and its not sad...confused maybe?
i miss it terribly.
but i guess in a way i am happy im back.
theres ups and downs to everything.
not many people understand the magic that is billings.
no matter how hard i try to recreate.
so im def moving..aug 13. not far..still springs. itll be ok.
things con gustavo...uh...i dont even know.
some friends im so happy to see...others i think forgot i existed while i was gone or our friendship just isnt there anymore i dunno..
ex: tonight in the begginning of the week someone (i wont say names) asked me if id do somthin thurs nite....aka tonight. well he totally forgot i guess. w/e
my bros movin back down...im kinda glad :) hes gettin an apt.
school starts in like a week...nervous...excited...i dunno what emotion im feeling.
band camp is right now. its not as bad as i anticipated. lol.
orlando this weekend...with my mom. so..not as fun as i wud want. as much as i love her..i can only have so much fun with people not my age.
dc next weekend. with the padre and his family. well see how that goes.
i dont really know what to feel..its not happy and its not sad...confused maybe?